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Condolences and Reflections for

Jeffrey Caleb Wilson, 15
March 18, 2000
Westernport, MD

"One new Angel in Heaven..."

~Jeff~ I was thinking about you today, and how you could always make me laugh no matter what. Mr.Baker would always yell at us for talking in Government class. I remember the time in government, when you had to wash the chalk board and you kept running into the trash can. Everyone laughed at you, and of course you laughed along with us.
I remember when we had a substitute in English class. You were sent out into the hallway for talking. You thought it was funny, so you spit on the door window and smeared it in!
I will always remember talking to you about ICP. I remember in science class you would always ask to use my "green milky pen". I will never forget you Jeff! Love Stephanie
Stephanie Sutherland
Lonaconing MD
Princess_2day_Goddess_2maro@hotmail.com

I never knew Jeff.I know that he is in a better place watching over all.Sorry for your loss! Love,Brittany
BrittanyPreston <preston_brittany@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, Md. USA - Monday, January 22, 2001 at 13:37:58 (PST)

Jeff, where do I begin...I just found out that you had a condolence page. I would have written sooner, but I just found
out. I remember one summer when you came down to my house and got me and we went to the pool. You were one of
my closest friends and I knew I could always talk to you and you would understand anything. I really miss you so
much, more than words can say. When I heard the news, I did'nt know what to think. Part of me did'nt want to believe
it and the other part of me just wanted to hold on to the good friend that I once had. It's really hard to deal with life
and what happens day to day. But, I still remember the good times we used to have together and I will forever keep
them close to my heart. You mean so much to me and I promise I will never forget everything that made you so
special to me. I never thought I would ever have to write condolences for someone so special, but here I am, having
to do the same things over and over again. I mean, it just isn't right. Life isn't fair sometimes, and for us here at
Westmar, it's a continuous battle for us to deal with all of these emotions. I can't describe what everbody has been
going through lately. It's so depressing to just walk down the halls and see people crying and it makes me wonder
who's next. It's kind of scary to know that there is nothing anyone can do about it, besides God, of course. I don't
know what to think anymore. I am so lost without you here to help me through my problems. I remember one time
you told me to just forget about everything cause things will work themselves out, but lately, I really don't think that
will work. I wish someone could just take away all the pain and make everythin okay again, but I know it doesn't
work like that and we all have to find our own way of coping with it. But, sometimes I don't want to face the truth and
I don't want to realize that you're gone. I know that I am not guarenteed tomorrow, and I should make the most of
what I have, but in all honesty, what do I have. It seems that life is a constant battle to survive and I can't understand
why things happen! I don't know a lot of things, but you were always there to assure me that everything was going to
be okay and you always knew when something was wrong. I just wish I could have been there for you, but I can't
change anything now, and I really regret that. I have so much that I want to tell you, so much that I never got to say. I
just hope you know what you mean to me. Most recently, Brittany, the most beautiful girl in the world passed away,
and now it's even harder to bring myself to face these situations. I try to go on and forget about the pain, but it helps
to have somebody to talk to who understands what you're going through. In the past year, Westmar has really been
traumatized. I only wosh you colud see how much pain we have to deal with as every day passes. I hope I can always
remember the good times we had and the goofy things you used to do to make me laugh. You always had a way to put
a smile on my face, no matter what. And I just wish that you were here, and I know you are in a way. you probably see
everything that goes on. I want you to know that I am always thinking about you. Everything seems to remind me of
you, like when I went to the pool this past summer and you weren't there, and when we used to play basketball and
you'd always beat me because you were the man, (as you used to say). Sometimes, I still look for you, but I know
you're not there. I still have those pictures of you, and I look at them often, they make me laugh because your face
always said what you were thinking:) I don't think I could have found a better friend than you, but I still don't want to
believe what has happened, and it's been about 10 months already. It seems like just yesterday when we were
hanging out, havin' fun. I wish I could go back to those days and everything would be alright, but all I have left now
are memories of you, and I will hold on to them FOREVER! When I think of you, one thing that really sticks out is
when you'd get embarrassed cause I'd call you Caleb. I never understood why you didn't like your middle name. I'll
find out someday! You had a reason for everything! And I wish I could find some reasoning in this whole situation.
But, for now, I guess I'll keep on wondering....why? If you only knew what everyone was going through. I would much
rather be dealing with something else, 4 deaths in 1 year. Hard to believe, and I still don't believe it. Jeffrey, what am
I going to do without you. So far, things have not been good. I miss seeing you all the time, and I miss that smile of
yours. I miss everything about you, because you were one of a kind. I don't really know what else to say right now,
there are so many things rushing through my head. But, you know what I'm thinking, you always did! And you will
always be in my heart, and I'm so glad we were as close as we were. I love you bunches! Love, Lorraine
Lorraine Wilt <sillybean01@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Monday, January 22, 2001 at 11:11:34 (PST)

Wussup Jeff. I just wanted to tell ya that i still think about ya, and how you were the only one who called me justin. And all of our westvaco games where you would come to the game and drink all of our gatorade and leave. I will always remember ya bud.
Justin Smith <bigsmittystyle@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Wednesday, July 19, 2000 at 13:01:04 (PDT)

I am really sorry about your loss. Jeff was a nice boy . I really didn't get to know him that well . All my love and prayers goes out to Jeff's family and close friends.
Jessica Brown
Piedmont, Wv USA - Monday, July 17, 2000 at 11:57:48 (PDT)

Jeff, Ireaaly miss you! We have went to school together since kindergarden. I didn't get to talk to you and get to know you that well. All my prayers and love goes to his family and friends.
Julie Bryan
Luke, Md USA - Tuesday, July 11, 2000 at 12:41:59 (PDT)

This is to Kim and her family. I am very sorry that my mother (Charlotte Baker) and I didn't get to make the funeral services. This came as a shock to me and mom as she has known your family for a long time. She just couldn't bring herself to come over and see him there like that. My deepest sympathy to everyone and my sincerest thoughts for many good memories of your brother and son.
Kimberly (Baker) Rosier <ksr00@yahoo,.com>
Piedmont,, WV USA - Saturday, June 24, 2000 at 18:51:01 (PDT)

Jeff~ i didn't get to know you as well as i had hoped to...and i really regret that right now...everyone will miss you VERY much...i know that you are up in heaven and i miss you VERY much...along with ALOT of others!!! my prayers are with your family at this very hard time...luv ya always...Codi
Codi Powell <codipowell@icqmail.com>
Frostburg, Md USA - Saturday, June 17, 2000 at 09:15:54 (PDT)

jeff, hmmm what to say...ya know what i miss? i miss you asking me if i had a "chub" on the bus, at boatrock, and any other chance you'd get. i was lying too, every time i said no i really did! hahahaha! anyway i thought you'd like to know you were right all along. i didn't know you as well as i'd like to, but everytime you were around you made me and everyone else laugh....i think that was your best feature...in any situation you could add humor and i know lots of people are gonna miss that.......including me
Mike Shumaker <sonik_mike@hotmail.com>
westernport, md USA - Friday, June 16, 2000 at 20:19:32 (PDT)

Hey Jeff:Just wish that you could still be here today with us still having all the good time that we had togeather.I remember the time in gym class when we hit each other with paddles the whole class,we got in trouble but we still had fun.I never got to race you on that bike you were getting,but i will be waiting on the other side to run them down that track.You left alot behind,too bad that you couldn`t be here so we could have some more good time togeathe,well have some more on the flip side.Gym class wwill never be the same without you there,it just aint as fun without you there telling all the jokes that only you could come up.Well i guess i will see ya on the other side i will be waiting for you,and well have some more good time togeather
Josh Doman <mailto:jdoman@iceweb.net>
Rawling, MD USA - Friday, June 16, 2000 at 20:09:02 (PDT)

Jeff-you were a very special person-and I only wish that I could have told you everything I wanted to say in person.There is no room to write everything I need to say-nothing can ever be summed up into a paragraph-I will always remember the day that I came into English after Christmas break and I had on black sparkly pants and a black and gray furry sweater-That is the day I got the nickname-"Furry-Sparkle"-From that day on everytime I walked into English you yelled out that name-of course I acted like I hated it-but now I wish I could here that-I will also cherish all the jokes and all the times that you begged me to hook you up with my sister Shannon-I wish that I could have told you how much you meant to me-I will always always think of you-and everyday I find new things that remind me of you-I will love you always-and wait for me at the gates of heaven!To all of Jeff's loved ones-you will always be in my prayers!! Love Always-Katelyn
Katelyn Price <roxy_2014@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Friday, June 16, 2000 at 16:00:26 (PDT)

Jeff there is do many things i never got to tell you and now i wish i wouldnt have held back.Things will never be the same without you. Homeroom will never be the same.But every memory i have with you will last forever and I know that i will see you agian watch out for me.Love Jenn
Jenn Wills <willzie_23@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Thursday, June 15, 2000 at 10:25:59 (PDT)

Dear Jeff ... There is so many things I wish to say to you. I miss you so much and I wish that you were here with us today. You just left us so quickly and I didn't even get to say good-bye. I will never forget our times in Home Room when you used to steal my books and you would always deny stealing them and blame it on Justin. I always found them though!! I just want you to know that you are missed by So many people and one day we will all find you when our time comes ... Lova ya .. Amanda
Amanda Weimer <amandaweimer_51@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, Md USA - Saturday, June 10, 2000 at 10:28:14 (PDT)

~~~Dear Jeff,~~~ When each day passes me by I will always think of you. When I used to get up in the morning I would always wonder what interesting things you were going to come up with. I will never forget you and will always remember the fun times we had throughtout our times in school. As each day goes past when I am riding on the bus in the morning I can still see you standing outside at your bus stop wearing that black adidas jacket and that 420 hat that you wore everyday. When you left, you left behind many others and I will always wait on that day when I can see your bright blue eyes again. Even though we were cousins and we got on each others nerves alot, you will always be one of my best friends. I only wish that I could have helped you out I would do almost anything to have you here with us today. You were a best friend that I could never forget. Everyday when I walk into the class room and you are not sitting in front of me I just think that you are going to be late for class. And I will never forget the times in Mr.Trulys class when you would sing happy birthday to people. Everyday when I would come home from school I would always have something new to tell about something you had did. You had to be one of the most funniest people I knew you made everyone laugh and smile by your jokes and comments. Well as each day goes by I will always wait on you to come into clase late and sit down in front of me with that up to something look. Well when that day comes I want you to wait on me at the gates so that I will know that I made it. Until then I will see you and talk to you in my dreams and prayers. Love Always, ~~~Tiffany Wilson~~~
Tiffany Wilson <TIFFANYWILSON7@HOTMAIL.COM>
Westernport, md USA - Thursday, June 08, 2000 at 09:10:16 (PDT)

~*Jeff*~ I miss you so much. You were a great friend and one of the funniest guys I ever met. I just wish so much I could have helped you through whatever you were going through. You were so funny and everyday in every class I had with you throughout the years I know you would make me laugh no matter what kind of mood I was in. I know you are one the brightest angels in Heaven and you are watching over me and many others. I regret so much not doing alot of things with you that I could have. I really wish I would have went to those dances with you. I wish you were still here with me and others. I will always the rest of my life miss you and ALWAYS remember you. FOREVER! I love you with all of my heart and I have way to much to say to say it all on here but listen for it. Love you always--- Jordan and one saying from you "Everybody gets chubs"
*~Jordan~* <jlewis75@hotmail.com>
Westernport, Md USA - Thursday, June 08, 2000 at 08:51:01 (PDT)

My most sincere sympathies to Jeffrey's family, friends, and classmates. I hope this site will provide some comfort.
Brian Kornegay <oneputt@pacific.net>
Ukiah, CA USA - Tuesday, June 06, 2000 at 13:57:10 (PDT)