Condolences and Reflections for
Ashley N. Willis, 15
Westernport, MD
Sophomore at Westmar High School, Lonaconing, MD
March 7, 1987 ~ January 17, 2003

"God has a Special Place in Heaven for the Youngest Angels..."

 

Sorry for her death even though we didn't know her
Ashley and Breanna <bre_gmscheer@hotmail.com, strawberryshortiecakes@hotmail.com>
Chatsworth, GA USA - Friday, May 27, 2005 at 13:22:48 (PDT)
hey ash, im sorry for ur death it wasnt fair to u or your family.im sure they all miss u despritley.sorry
sammie pettit <angel_brat_45@yahoo.com>
hebron, oh USA - Sunday, May 08, 2005 at 11:45:06 (PDT)
Rest in Peace Ashley
Brian
USA - Thursday, April 21, 2005 at 15:23:42 (PDT)
Hey Ash. Just Kole here. I just wanted to say that I love you, and I still think about you everyday. We miss you so much.You're in our hearts forever. Watch over us, girl... We're gonna need it... Seems like everything is going wrong.. Love You- - Kole -
Nikol Vinci
Lonaconing, MD USA - Sunday, September 26, 2004 at 13:22:33 (PDT)
I am a school teacher. I am sorry to heard about your love one. Look to the Lord for you strength.
Rosa C Henry <rosachenry@hotmail.com>
Warner Robins, Ga USA - Saturday, August 28, 2004 at 20:20:46 (PDT)
The family is getting together over across at Grandmas' for a corn roast today.I showed how to get on this site and i asked if he have anything he wanted to say? HE was afraid to and felt nervious to do so. But i can tell YOU ASHELY, Austin really misses U VERY MUCH! It has not been easy for him to adjust to u not being around and that goes for all of US in the family. Austin and I are going to take the Mustang to Keyser to get ready for a Cruise In tonight. The Mustang was named after you HONEY,I feel certain u would have liked it. The color is yellow&black its got alot of N.Y.F. apile and fast. Mommy & I r going to redo over and your name will be on the DASH. We all LOVE and MISS U greatly Honey!!! "PLEASE" watch over your mom and your bother,sisters.
Franklin Jones
Westernport, MD USA - Saturday, July 31, 2004 at 11:25:30 (PDT)
Honey it's hard for me to write this.I was'nt much of a stepfather to you and for that I'm SORRY.As the days pass since you left us,the pain has not gotten any less it has only gotten worse for me.Even though things got rocky between us at times we still loved each other.The memories of you going with me on the road in the big truck and the times when you wanted to talk about what was eating at you late at night. Are some of my fondest memories. I love so much HONEY,i wish you where with us. I know you watch over us,please keep a watch over your Mom,your botrher and sisters. LUV U ASHELY!!!
Franklin Jones
USA - Monday, July 26, 2004 at 05:29:19 (PDT)
Honey it's hard for me to write this.I was'nt much of a stepfather to you and for that I'm SORRY.As the days pass since you left us,the pain has not gotten any less it has only gotten worse for me.Even though things got rocky between us at times we still loved each other.The memories of you going with me on the road in the big truck and the times when you wanted to talk about what was eating at you late at night. Are some of my fondest memories. I love so much HONEY,i wish you where with us. I know you watch over us,please keep a watch over your Mom,your botrher and sisters. LUV U ASHELY!!!
Franklin Jones
USA - Monday, July 26, 2004 at 05:27:44 (PDT)
Ashley, Your family was blessed to have you in their lives, and I know you will be forever in their hearts. I hope you are at peace in heaven. Amanda
Amanda <Snoocums5@aol.com>
Springfield , MO USA - Friday, June 25, 2004 at 00:57:30 (PDT)
Hello everyone. I found this site a while ago just searching around the net thought I would come back and take a look. I think this is a wonderful site. Even though I did not know Ashel y, family and friends, she sounded like she had a beautiful soul. Ashley was blessed to have people like you in her life and you all have been blessed with her love. Although she has been taken to a higher level she will be there when you need her. She is taking care of all of you so just smile. Due to the many past loved ones I've lost being 19, I understand the troubles, confussion, pain, anger that creep up in my life. My love and blessings go out to Ashley's parents, family, and many wonderful friends. Sharing heaven with Ashley rest in peace to my father, Eric Woolard, grandparents, and friends. Good luck in life whatever you may do and may God shower his love over you all.
Megan <Pozun21@AOL.COM>
Mt. Airy, MD USA - Monday, May 24, 2004 at 21:21:36 (PDT)
Hello everyone. I found this site a while ago just searching around the net thought I would come back and take a look. I think this is a wonderful site. Even though I did not know Ashel y, family and friends, she sounded like she had a beautiful soul. Ashley was blessed to have people like you in her life and you all have been blessed with her love. Although she has been taken to a higher level she will be there when you need her. She is taking care of all of you so just smile. Due to the many past loved ones I've lost being 19, I understand the troubles, confussion, pain, anger that creep up in my life. My love and blessings go out to Ashley's parents, family, and many wonderful friends. Sharing heaven with Ashley rest in peace to my father, Eric Woolard, grandparents, and friends. Good luck in life whatever you may do and may God shower his love over you all.
Megan <Pozun21@AOL.COM>
Mt. Airy, MD USA - Monday, May 24, 2004 at 21:20:41 (PDT)
Hello everyone. I found this site a while ago just searching around the net thought I would come back and take a look. I think this is a wonderful site. Even though I did not know Ashel y, family and friends, she sounded like she had a beautiful soul. Ashley was blessed to have people like you in her life and you all have been blessed with her love. Although she has been taken to a higher level she will be there when you need her. She is taking care of all of you so just smile. Due to the many past loved ones I've lost being 19, I understand the troubles, confussion, pain, anger that creep up in my life. My love and blessings go out to Ashley's parents, family, and many wonderful friends. Sharing heaven with Ashley rest in peace to my father, Eric Woolard, grandparents, and friends. Good luck in life whatever you may do and may God shower his love over you all.
Megan <Pozun21@AOL.COM>
Mt. Airy, MD USA - Monday, May 24, 2004 at 21:20:40 (PDT)
Well Ash I made it thru another semester. This one was a hard one that really tested my urge to go to college. But oh how I wish that u were here still. I miss ya so much. I try not to think about it too often because it upsets me so much.You would be a junior next school year. All of the things in life that you are gonna miss out on...those are the things that haunt me. I just know that I am gonna do what makes me happy so u will be proud of me. You once gave me advice that I hope I can follow thru with. But no matter where I go or what I do; I will be happy just because that is what you wanted to see happen. Within my happiness... you can live on. I just wish you were here right now because I need you to talk to so bad. Just give me a sign, if you can, to help direct me in my path. Love and miss ya Ash, Ur Big Sis
Your Big Sis
USA - Sunday, May 23, 2004 at 23:23:00 (PDT)
Hey... Well, things just haven't been the same. I think about you every single day. It's hard.... and alicia is changing alot... it seems shes not friends with the people who were by her side most... and its hard seeing it. I dunno no more ash. well, i gtg babygirl love ya
A very close friend
Md USA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 at 13:16:49 (PDT)
ash hey babygirl i miss u so much i wished u was still here josh was doing good for a while but hes back in jail again and i dont know when hes getting out! everyone misses u alot. i know i do i havent stoped thinking about u since the acident... sry i havent been up to see u ive been staying here in the house all the time piedmonts getting worse, mom cant take josh anymore shes gonna have a nerves break down.. theirs to much drugs and everyones gonna get busted i dont know what got into josh, could u do me a favor and watch over him? well ash i dont have much more to say exexpt i miss u and love u! love~Jess~
jess <angle>
piedmont, wv USA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 at 09:54:22 (PDT)
I was researching for a college paper when I found this site. It was crazy because I just lost a friend and im going insane. It's like I could have saved him from all of it but I wasnt thinking. I know what you are all going through because this was my best friend that had my back and would do anything for me ever since we were 5 years old. I am sorry for ashley and for her frineds....I know the pain that you all went through and are going through. He was like my brother and when he wasnt there anymore I didnt really know what to do, I still dont. But I am sorry for ashley and I hope everything works out for the best. Cody T.
Cody Turner
Lufkin, TX USA - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 at 10:24:02 (PDT)
just dropped in to say i miss and love u very much babygurl. keep watchin over me i need it.. i will be back up to WV in June i will come over to see ya i love u sweetie jennifer ~BFF~
Jennifer Dunlap <jlm1019@hotmail.com>
Independence , VA USA - Monday, April 19, 2004 at 13:07:13 (PDT)
hey ashley sorry i havent wrote you in a while i guess im still trying to get over you...its been a while josh is getting in so much trouble he never did this kind of shit when he was with you.. i dont know what happend to him but i know he misses you! i know my mom misses you she always talks about you and how much she misses you, well ashley i guess ill see you in 90yrs i love you verry much luv jess
jessica <angle>
piedmont, wv USA - Sunday, April 18, 2004 at 10:03:14 (PDT)
she was such a good friend
jessica <angle>
piedmont, wv USA - Sunday, April 18, 2004 at 09:58:29 (PDT)
Ashley hey babygurl its me once again. i guess u know by now i try to avoid this page huh? it hurts to damn bad. its same shit new day here jus patiently waitin to come be with u i guess i won't ever be completly happy till then its amazin to me how close peps can really be u always were the best half of me and still are. i was up to see u last weekend it felt so good to be home with u but it hurt. i am goin back up this weekend i need to be there with u for a bit. things are rocky right not for me i am going through the divorce u know this i guess but i can tell u its the best thing for me and i know u would be proud of me jus wish u were right here i wanna see ur face.. i never realized how far away heaven was till i lost u. i am alot closer to god than i have ever been. i have been talkin to u alot lately u been hearin me? :) listen babe i gotta go but happy B-Day and Happy Easter.... i will bring u more roses when i come up u always were the rose of my life love u baby hugz and mad kisses keep it real i love u so much!
Jennifer Dunlap <jlm1019@hotmail.com>
Independence, va USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 at 13:13:54 (PDT)
Ashley sorry i havent wrote you in a while.. Happy B-day! i still remmber all the good times we had in westernport.. you use to tell me a stayin "walk like the shit, cause you know your the shit, so let people know your the shit'. or something like that.. its so hard to remmber to many memorys..we had so much fun egging that gurls house..lol... you would always stay at my house or me at yours.. i miss alica too.. i wish i was close to her like me and you were.. well hunnie i gotta go.. I love and Miss You Gurl! "Kisses & Hugs"
Lil L
USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 at 09:22:53 (PDT)
Hey Ash. I didn't really know you all that well but from what i did know of you were a really good person. Your friends and Family are in my prays.
Anna Kindred <Annalovesallen@hotmail.com>
Cumberland, MD USA - Sunday, April 11, 2004 at 22:58:21 (PDT)
Happy Easter Ash! Hope u watch the kids hunt their eggs.
Your Big Sis
USA - Saturday, April 10, 2004 at 23:35:40 (PDT)
Sorry it's been a while since I have been on here. I miss you so much. There isn't much time that goes by that I don't either think or talk of you. I just wish so much that you were still here. I am so glad that I have 15 years of memories of you; to help you live on with me. I only hope that on the day that I get married or have my first child that you are there to shared the moment. Amber is naming her son after you..."Ashton" the male form of the name "Ashley". As you know she came pretty close to losing Cameron two times....I kinda felt at least if anything happened to him that he would have you there to take care of him. You were so good with her kids and I knew you would have taken care of him if the unthinkable would have happened. Just remember that I will never forget you and will always think of you. Just remember to check in on me from time to time; to help keep me straight like I tried with you. Love ya!
Your big sis
Westernport, MD USA - Friday, March 26, 2004 at 19:23:17 (PST)
First off im sorry i missed writing on your birthday...but Happy Belated Birthday...I went to your gravesite last night and i love it...its so pretty and the picture thing was a great idea. You look really good in that pic...I still have yet to run away from westernport and not come back but im still holdin ya up to that girl. i wish u could be here and go to prom with me cuz it would make it a lot more fun...especially senior year...plan on carrying a picture of you with me that night...cuz i remember us talkin about prom and everything so youll still be there with me. well im gonna go shovel snow or something...i hope ur havin fun up there....Luv ya sweetheart~*~
Nikki Boyce <nikkilynette2005@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 at 10:36:19 (PST)
Ashley, hey it is your lil sis alicia. I love you so much and dont ever forget that. evertbody misses and loves you. Ashley, i'm so sorry it has taken me this long to write to you. Alicia: I know you are sad, so afraid and so alone. I hope you know why I am not coming home. I chose a different path in life to follow then the one that we were taught. I hope you chose a different one and give it great thought. The End! I love this poem. It sounds as if you are the one that wrote it. It is the truth though. With lots of love: Alicia Renee Willis I love you so very much Ashley. Your my Big sis. You are: "My Guardian Angel" Love you so, so, so, much!!!
Alicia Willis <willis_alicia_14@hotmail.com>
westernport, md USA - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 at 13:39:18 (PST)
hey gurl i miss u alot my life is not the same with out you i wanted to know when you were in the accident when you flew into that wall if you where laying there suffering. Megan misses you alot she had a baby named Kelsey and her middle is Nicole she did it just for you and megan wishes u were her and when she heard that u were in that accident she cried and Chip said it is ok my brother jeff is up there with her so i'm gonna let u fly angel love u alot
randi mcgowan <Butterscotch2010@yahoo.com>
piedmont, w.v. USA - Monday, February 09, 2004 at 14:31:41 (PST)
hey gurl i miss u alot my life is not the same with out you i wanted to know when you were in the accident when you flew into that wall if you where laying there suffering. Megan misses you alot she had a baby named Kelsey and her middle is Nicole she did it just for you and megan wishes u were her and when she heard that u were in that accident she cried and Chip said it is ok my brother jeff is up there with her so i'm gonna let u fly angel love u alot
randi mcgowan <Butterscotch2010@yahoo.com>
piedmont, w.v. USA - Monday, February 09, 2004 at 14:31:37 (PST)
hey gurl i miss u alot my life is not the same with out you i wanted to know when you were in the accident when you flew into that wall if you where laying there suffering. Megan misses you alot she had a baby named Kelsey and her middle is Nicole she did it just for you and megan wishes u were her and when she heard that u were in that accident she cried and Chip said it is ok my brother jeff is up there with her so i'm gonna let u fly angel love u alot
randi mcgowan <Butterscotch2010@yahoo.com>
piedmont, w.v. USA - Monday, February 09, 2004 at 14:31:21 (PST)
Ashley,hey gurl so how's it up there? I hope ur happy:)i miss u so much even josh thinks about u alout the other night josh said thats what j.r gets 4taking u away that time! n-e wayz i never thought i would lose my best friend who died... i wish u were here we have so much to catch up on if only u were still here talking to me about josh now! im really sorry that i couldnt go up to ur grave saturday im really sorry. but n-ewayz im still the little short shit ive always been and even worse sence uve been gone!well ash ill write back lata bye luv alwayz~*Jess*~
jess <angel_26750@yahoo.com>
piedmont, wv USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 at 20:43:10 (PST)
Ashley, I can't believe it, It has been a year since we lost you!! I miss you so much I think about you like everyday. Sometimes when the thought of losing you gets me down I think of how happy you must be and how awesome it must be being in the Presence of God!! It's helps a little bit. I used to think a friend of mine especially at this age couldn't die I thought you know that just couldn't happen to me or to my friends! I thought death and dying is what happens when you are old, not at a young age like 15! but i was obviously wrong! I live my life differently now! Since your death I realize we do not know the day or hour that we will die, so we have to live our lives to the fullest and be ready, always! Man, I can't even imagine what Heaven looks like, it has got to be bueatiful! Well Ashley, I better get going. I Miss You so much! Love always, Until we meet again!
Ashley McDonald <ashleynic_05@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, Maryland USA - Monday, January 19, 2004 at 20:35:01 (PST)
Ashley...Its been a year since you've not been here. We all miss you and wish this never would have happened. Its hard to believe that someone my age can leave this earth so very young. Its hard to believe that we went from best friends to talking once in a great while. I guess life is sometimes hard to believe. But on a better note its so very awesome that youre up there with God. Youre up there with no worries and full of happiness. It must be amazing up there....well ashley until we meet again...I love you and I miss you...see you someday!
Brandi
USA - Saturday, January 17, 2004 at 15:07:38 (PST)
hey gurl it has been a year that u havent been here.we all miss u bunches.my life is not the same with out you i can remember when it was me you and hannah and jessica at my house when we watched those movies and i did your hair i miss u alot well gotta let u fly gurl.hannah and randi and jesse.
randi mcgowan <butterscotch2010@yahoo.com>
piedmont, w.v. USA - Saturday, January 17, 2004 at 11:21:26 (PST)
i know i should set u free,i try not to cry i think about u day and night what happend isnt fair people say it was logans fault.everyone blames themselves even i do.i was mad at u for a stupid reason.i beleived everyone else.when i should have asked u first.that day on the phone was the last time i herd ur voice i feel so stupid and it wouldnt have happend now i regite it.i wished it wouldnt of happended. if i was god i could turn back time and that night o January 17,2003 i would have made sure that u were there with me and hannah. then we would be sitting here laughing together. u would be sixteen with ur license and josh would let you drive his new car.u would have so much fun, but let me tell u something dont forget about us and we will never forget about you.you will always be in our hearts dont forget us.well love u always no matter what...well angel i better let u fly free now. love u like a sis 4 ever love, jess, hannah, josh , renda and all ur piedmont friends.
jess,hannah <angel_26750@yahoo.com,princess_26750@yahoo.com>
piedmont, wv USA - Friday, January 16, 2004 at 16:11:55 (PST)
Alicia, I know that this is a hard time for you and your family, with the one year annivery of losing Ashley coming up in another 10 days. I just wanted to let you and your family know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers at this very hard time. If you need anything, please let me know. Love ya kiddo....mom sheila
Sheila Vinci <vincisr@yahoo.com>
Cresaptown, MD USA - Wednesday, January 07, 2004 at 13:36:49 (PST)
Well Girlie, Its been 11 months now! I miss you so much! I hope you enjoy your first Christmas in Heaven! It must be a Beautiful sight. I realize now that even though we miss you God needed you, and although we miss you you never really have left us because you are with us in Spirit! You were always a great friend to me even when others weren't, and I am eternally grateful for that! Well girl, gotta wrap presents, you have an awesome Christmas!
Ashley McDonald <ashleynic_05@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, Maryland USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 at 17:57:34 (PST)
Hey..Ash..I really didnt know you that well..but we use to talk whenever we could..you always made me laugh no matter what you would do..everybody is missing you and wish you were here with us..and im letting you know people still remember you and wish you would still be here when we all know you are in spirt..well i better be going just wanted to say hi and fill you in with everything..Love Ya Always and Forever..
Jess
Lonaconing, MD USA - Friday, December 19, 2003 at 16:49:59 (PST)
hey babygurl, its me once again i told u that u would never be forgotton. i come to west virginia dec 19 and i can't wait to finally be close to u again although it will never b the same i have never ever needed u this bad gurl i wish u were here to hug me and let me know it will be ok. alot has changed again u know my life is always messed up huh? it will never get better. i talk about u alot and wish u were here with me i am in b-more right now wit walt we talk about u alot. i hope u realize how much u are missed well babe i jus wanted to let u know i love and miss u i think of u every second of everyday and this will never ever change. love always your best friend!!!!!!!
Jennifer Muir <jlm1019@hotmail.com>
Baltimore, MD USA - Tuesday, December 09, 2003 at 19:12:05 (PST)
God bless!
arnette barrett <doga2@aol.com>
riverdale, ga USA - Friday, December 05, 2003 at 20:41:25 (PST)
Hey gurlie...its been quite sometime since i last wrote on here...i miss you so much gurl...i see ur family all the time and wish u were there with them so i could say hi...remember that talk we had about we both couldn't wait til we got our license so we could run off and never come back to westernport again?? well i got my license...i am going to try my best to keep our little run off going...well gurl i will see you in my dreams...love you
Nikki Boyce <nikkilynette2005@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Thursday, November 27, 2003 at 18:02:38 (PST)
Hey Ash! We Miss You Lotz.... We Will Never Ever Forget You! You Were A Great Friend!!! Love Ya Hun!!! *Kisses & Hugges*
Lacey & Nicole <babe_angel_kisses@hotmail.com ,starchild207@hotmail.com>
USA - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 at 10:07:45 (PST)
We love and miss you ashley. I'm hurting.. and you know why. All these deaths are just too much to take. It's like, I'm scared to get too close to anybody because im scared their gonna pass away. We've all been through so much. We miss u ashley. Love u bunches.
A Close Friend
Coney, USA - Saturday, November 15, 2003 at 23:49:28 (PST)
Hey Ash. I miss you so much. I sometimes don't know how life can ever be half normal again. I can't accept what happened to you. It just isn't fair..you were 15. I wish so much that you could grow and have kids and that I could see them. I wish so much that you could be here to see my children. You were so great with kids. I wish you could be here to see me graduate from college. You would be so proud of how smart your big sis is. I feel in some way that you are with me helping me get through the hard parts. Before every test I always ask for you to be there with me; to help me do good...so far I have. Hopefully soon I will have R.N after my name. Monica misses you so much. She always talks about you and we make sure that she never forgets you.Christmas is going to be hard without you. The family reunion was.. so I didn't go. I could only think of how you had such a good time and danced so much at the last one. I only cling to the hope of being able to see you some day and hope that you check up on me often. A part of you is with all of us and you will live on,in some way, through us. I only hope that this will make people understand the consequences of drinking and driving and that their actions can change the lives of family and friends forever. It has changed our and we will miss so much because of it. Love and miss you so much.
April
USA - Friday, November 14, 2003 at 23:08:56 (PST)
~*Ashley*~... Well Well Well I cant believe it has been almost 10 months since you left us. I miss you like it happened yesterday. I know I haven't written in awhile because it's still kinda hard to accept I try to forget about you I mean I know thats not good to say but I guess its a way for me to deal. But the thing is, even that doesn't work because I see you sister Alicia everyday in school and she is a constant reminder to me of you! She has your infectous laugh and your vibrant smile! It like she's the miniature version of you. Well girl I guess I better get going Miss ya!
A Really Good Friend
Lonaconing, Maryland USA - Friday, November 07, 2003 at 20:44:38 (PST)
I would like to express my belated condolences to the family and friends of Ashley. I can see from reading her condolence page that she is still sadly missed by all of you. I've not suffered the loss of a child to death, but I have lost loved ones as well as several best friends, so I certainly know the pain and the loss that you are all feeling. We can certainly be thankful that, over time, grief is replaced with fond memories of our loved ones. But I'm sure you'll all agree that the sense of loss still remains. I'd like to take a moment to share with you some comforting thoughts that helped me and my family through our difficult times. The Bible makes the promise: “Your dead ones will live. . . . They will rise up.” And the Bible also says: “The righteous themselves will possess the earth, and they will reside forever upon it.”— [Isaiah 26:19; Psalm 37:29]. When I first read this many years ago, I couldn't help but be filled with excitement over the hope of seeing my lost friends and loved ones again. Upon looking further, I came to see that God has a wonderful future in store for all of us, even those who's lives have been interrupted by death, like Ashley. These Scriptures offer the hope of seeing our loved ones again, not by our dying ourselves, but by Almighty God restoring them to perfect life on a paradise earth. In fact, Jesus himself promised the evildoer who died beside him "You will be with me in Paradise." One of my favorite Bible promises is found in the Bible book of Revelation where God promises that in the near future, " he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be any more. The former things have past away." – [Rev, 21:4] Yes, Almighty God has not only the power but also the desire to resurrect persons whom he chooses. Jesus Christ himself said: “Do not marvel at this, because the hour is coming in which all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice and come out.”—[John 5:28, 29; Acts 24:15]. I look forward to seeing my friends and loved ones again, as well as Ashley. Although you may not hope in the earthly resurrection at this time, I sincerely encourage you examine these scriptures so as to find great comfort as I have. Please e-mail me if you feel the need to learn more about our Heavenly Father’s loving provision of the resurrection. Again, please accept my deepest sympathy on your loss.
Mike Darling <mwdarling@hotmail.com>
Buctouche, NB Canada - Friday, November 07, 2003 at 05:59:40 (PST)
I just recently came across this website. For some reason Ashley caught my eye and I decided to open and read some of the entries. After reading what everyone has written from beginning to end I am so sorry that I didn't know Ashley . I feel as though I missed out out on a wonderful, beautiful and loving person. She was loved by so many people that it warms my heart to the fullest. I how much her friends and family adored her and think how lucky she was and how lucky all of you were to have shared her life . This has touched my life and I find myself taking to Ashley . I feel as though I know her from all of the wonderful things said about and to her. I hope that time has helped heal some of your sorrow and I especially want to say how pround I am of Alicia for being an obviously GREAT sister to Ashley and also by the way Alicia talks I can also tell that Ashley was a wonderful sister to her. God Bless you and your family.
Renee <Reneer@perx.com>
Austin, Tx USA - Wednesday, November 05, 2003 at 12:50:40 (PST)
Hey gurl sup? i am so sorry i haven't wrote for a very long time i have been dealing with alot. Your always on mind and i always think about our memory's together.Gurl i wish you were here because i am having a baby boy in two months Janauary 13,2004 is when he is due ,but i know you'll be there in my heart and soul.gurl i wish you could see how big i am for 7 months. Anyways i am naming him shawn micheal turner and i got my own house and everything else and see i miss you coming over and staying the night or me over your house. well gurl i wanted to tell you i miss you alot and R.I.P gurl! LOVE ALWAYS YOUR SISTA, KEISHA -4-EVER
Keisha Hartman <SweetFuit_005@msn.com>
Rawlings, Md USA - Wednesday, November 05, 2003 at 01:16:13 (PST)
Ashley, I hope that you are enjoying eternity w/ God. That has gotta be great! I miss you, Ashley. I wish sometimes I could just talk to you like old times. Your sister, Alicia reminds me a lot of you. She looks and acts like you. Alicia is great, just like you are. I love you, Ashley.
Tyler Clayton <Max3377@hotmail.com>
Luke, Md USA - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 at 15:04:18 (PDT)
hey gurl its me again i wish u was here with me right now cause im feelin so sick and tired of being pregnant and if it is a little girl i will name it after u..becasue u was a funny person who made everyone smile and laugh..
shannon snyder <shannon_snyder21539@yahoo.com>
lonaconing, md USA - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 at 15:44:44 (PDT)
hey gurl its me again i wish u was here with me right now cause im feelin so sick and tired of being pregnant and if it is a little girl i will name it after u..becasue u was a funny person who made everyone smile and laugh..
shannon snyder <shannon_snyder21539@yahoo.com>
lonaconing, md USA - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 at 15:44:43 (PDT)
hey gurl sorry i havent wrote for a while i been busy moving in with this guy i like and a bonch of friends of mine in cunberland....i miss u alot gurl... i wish u was still here with me cause i am having a bad day and i wish u will look down on me plz gurl i need u to watch over me and ur family...cause they all miss u.....its not the some in eckhart without u there....help me get good grades in school plz....love ya like a sister...love shannon
shannon snyder <shannon_snyder21539@yahoo.com>
cumerland, md USA - Thursday, October 09, 2003 at 12:23:00 (PDT)
Ashley, Hey girl! What can I say.. I miss you soo much! I'm sorry I havent been on for awhile! Its been diffcult! There have been so many times at school when I have heard some really great news and be feeling great and then I think oh I have to tell Ashley, then I realize you're gone!:(:( Also there have been times when Im walking through the hallways at school and I expect you to walk past and say hi! People tell me I need to get over you and move on that if you knew I was hanging on to your memory that you would be mad! But I don't believe them! I can't just get over a really good friends death in like a couple months! It's impossible! Well I better get going girlie! ~*Love always*~
Ashley
Lonaconing, MD USA - Saturday, October 04, 2003 at 17:16:22 (PDT)
hey sup gurl i miss u real bad and i know ever one else does too and everything isn't the same like before and i know ur still in a bettter place now....and ashely i wish u was here to help me picck between to guys that i like adn i dont know who to date and im with josh now and this boy named Lj likes me too...and to ur family im sorry about that and im here for use...and dear ashely im sorry u had to die and i know it wasnt ur time....well gurl i better put in my cookies....and i will save some for u....never change..:( and i will still pray and think about u:(
shannon snyder <shannon_snyder21539@yahoo.com>
lonaconing , md USA - Thursday, October 02, 2003 at 15:57:55 (PDT)
hey baby gurl sup? well i wrote u today cause i have been missin u real bad i hate it that u aren't here with me :( i miss u terribly well alot has changed again me and craig are together u knew this would happen :) we love each other. well i wanted to say i am sorry i can't keep my promise i promised u i would come to ur grave an see u alot but things have changed i have moved 7 hrs from u :( its not fair i already felt so far away from u but knowin i could go to the grave an feel close to u made it a lil easier now i am so far away i know u are in my heart so i hope i will feel better soon u are still my best friend and will always remain always know ashley i 4give u for the things that happened before i lost u believe me if i didn't love u gurl ur name would not be tatooed on me guarantee u that i love u gurl and miss u hugz and kisses. i will always bring a rose everytime i come to see u when i left west virginia the other day i left u a rose :) u'll never be forgotton
Jennifer Muir <jlm1019@hotmail.com>
Marion, VA USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 at 16:45:56 (PDT)
sup gurl!n2m here just missing u and i wish u was still here because i need u cheer me up and i know ur in a better place now and ur watching down on all of us..............well gurl i will let u go now love ya likev a sis
shannon snyder <shannon_snyder21539@yahoo.com>
lonaconing , md USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 at 16:46:15 (PDT)
Remembering Ashley as I am sure her family and friends do...Please continue to visit this site and write your thoughts - they mean a lot to all those who miss her!
JOHN DIX <darcyjohn@alleganyinternet.net>
Keyser, WV USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 at 16:30:44 (PDT)
Ashley everybody in youth misses you sooo much! We love you so girl! We know your in a better place watching over us, so everytime we get up to do our dramas we'll dedicate them to you!!!
Katie <westmarchick@hotmail.com>
westernport, md USA - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 at 12:23:07 (PDT)
here is the poem i wrote for ashley and read at her funeral Days have past with nights full of sorrow dreading the heartaches of tomorrow i'll never forget the many memories we shared or the fact of how very much you always cared the special friendship we shared was one of a kind therefore, i'll always hold you close to my heart and mind noone will ever come close to taking your place no matter what the case i must go on without you now but its so hard not knowing how my best friend you'll always stay and i know one day i'll be okay
Jennifer Dunlap <billys_gurl_7@hotmail.com>
Keyser, QWV USA - Monday, July 28, 2003 at 14:35:58 (PDT)
Ashley, hey baby gurl i am sorry i haven't been able to write i have not been here at moms for a long time now. so much has changed since i lost u. i find everyday i need u more and more.i got one of ur cats kittens :) cause i know u would want me to have it. Me and Craig are no longer together you know why we split. i know i will be okay in time i jus wish everyday u were here to hold me. its not fair that u aren't here anymore. i meant what i said when i said noone would ever take your place i will continue to miss u and love u. Alicia hey gurl i want u to know i will always be here for u to protect and love u like ashley would want me to. ashley still lives in you. you remind me so much of her. i love u gurl so much love always to both my best friend and my lil sister.
Jennifer Dunlap <billys_gurl_7@hotmail.com>
Keyser, WV USA - Monday, July 28, 2003 at 14:32:03 (PDT)
Please God, tell me why Friends have to die. It's not fair, and it's not right, Oh God, why that night? I didn't think life could end so fast. She was so young but her years didn't last. Now it's too late to say goodbye. Please God, tell me, "Why?" Even if her soul is flying free Now her dreams can never be. Teens aren't supposed to die. I need an answer, God. Please tell me, "Why?" Maybe life isn't what it seems And not all teens get their dreams. I know we're all meant to someday die, Still God, I have to ask you, "Why?"
April
Westernport, MD USA - Thursday, July 03, 2003 at 23:21:50 (PDT)
I think of you everyday All the things you use to do and use to say When I pass your place I wish I could see your smiling face It seems so unreal to me I know it's life but I still can't see Why this happened to you God knows what he should do Maybe doing it will open eyes Stopping young people from drinking and telling lies I saw you lying there All I could do was cry and stare You were so beautiful, but to me it wasn't you I wasn't used to seeing you the way I had to When I saw you I couldn't breathe And I could feel a tremble in my knees Wanting to touch your hand Seeing you lie there was all I could stand So I turned and walked away Knowing that never again will I see your face Except in the pictures that you once took And even then I can't give a second look. I love and miss ya Ashley!!
April
Westernport, MD USA - Thursday, July 03, 2003 at 23:16:46 (PDT)
Hey ash, I miss you so much...today everything finally set in that you were gone...and not just on some type of vacation...i can't stop crying...but i know your in a better place and much more happy there... we all miss you....and behave...hehe.. ~Jess
Jess
Westernport, MD USA - Saturday, June 28, 2003 at 13:37:50 (PDT)
*~Ashley*~, Hey girl. sorry I haven't been on in a while. I am trying my hardest to keep up in school. Not that I don't have anytime for you. Which I always do and always will.Your my one true blood siter and I love you with all my heart. Yea I also love Autumn, April, and Amber but they are not full siters you were my one and only full sister and NOW your gone.I wish you were here. Pap's birthday is Saturday. He sure is getting old. -LoL- well I would like to thank everybody for your support and keep the condolences going and keep Ashley in your hearts FOREVER!!!! Thank you for all your help, care and support to the family. Ashley: I am going to go but I will be back sometime SOON! Take care and continue to be my Angel. I love you so very much Ashley and I wish the best for you and Never forget me. Lots of Love from your little sister, *~Alicia~*
Alicia Willis <Ashley_is_my_Angel@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Thursday, June 12, 2003 at 11:37:52 (PDT)
hey gurl I really dont know what to say but I know to say we do really miss u,and wish you were here with us.bye
Jahmeisha Edwards <jahmeishae@yahoo.com>
Schenectady, N.Y USA - Wednesday, June 11, 2003 at 05:41:13 (PDT)
Alisha: just wanted to let you know that I continue to keep you and your whole family in my prayers. Ashley would have been so proud of you and Nikol at the 8th grade formal, you both looked great (and grown-up too). Remember that "mommy" loves you guys and stay out of trouble this summer, OK????? Lots of love, Mom Vinci
Sheila Vinci <vincisr@yahoo.com>
Cresaptown, MD USA - Monday, June 09, 2003 at 10:32:32 (PDT)
Hey gurl, what a been hope to?? i hope nothing bad. Me i've been tring to get the camaro on the road. I can drive it now but there is more work to be done on it. Man i wish u could ahve been here to see ALicia at your 8th grade prom, she was pretty if i did know anybetter i would alsmot thought it was you cuz her hair was done the same way but with out flowers and a different color dress. neways before i start to cry , my life has changed so much now that your not here to live in it with me. When Austin, Alicia and Andrew were swimming last night at grams i was like "Man its not the same with out Ashley here"(thinking that) but we know your still around cuz of things that has been happen in our lives and stuff. I really hate to go now but i gotta go and do some stuff.......1 more thing before i go your fav dog of mine Lady she got put to sleep a 1 and 3 days ago, but u get to see her now cuz u can go to doggy heven and see her. Better go and do my stuff ok.............I love you
Crystal Wolfe
Bloomington, Md USA - Saturday, June 07, 2003 at 06:49:17 (PDT)
Ashley, Hey Girl! I Know i have not written i awhile, but its been hard! Im really trying to move on. But i want you to know that whatever i do and Where ever i go I SWEAR ill never forget about you. You will forever be in my heart and on my mind. There will not be a day that passes that i won't stop and think about you. I know that you will always be here, not in the natural but in spirit, watching over all of us! To tell you the truth girl i never believed in angels until you died. Now i believe, i believe you are watching over and protecting us in whatever we do, until our time comes and we meet once again. I can't wait for that day to come, when i can see you again!! You are our " Class of 2005" Angel and mr nor anyone else will forget that! Well i better go girl. I miss you SOOOO much Until We Meet Again, Ashley
Ashley McDonald <ashleynic_05@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, MD USA - Thursday, May 22, 2003 at 20:39:47 (PDT)
Well Gurl Its been over 4 months! I can't believe it! Thier is not a day that goes by that I don't think about or say something about you! I remember back in middle during our "geeky cheerleading days" *lol* oh my!, they were some fun times!! I would think after 4 months I would start to get over your death, but Im not! Well Gurlie, its getting late and I have to finish my homework, **Miss*Ya**
Ashley <jbama06@yahoo.com>
Lonaconing, Maryland USA - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 at 19:41:07 (PDT)
Ashley..its been 4 monthes and a day now..and i want you to know youre missed sadly down here..and always will be! Hopeing your having the time of your life up there in heaven! see u when its my turn!
Brandi Bittinger <brandibittinger05@hotmail.com>
Rawlings, md USA - Saturday, May 17, 2003 at 20:01:28 (PDT)
It has been 4 months since you left us. Not a day goes by without thinking or talking about you. I wish so much that you were still here. I still find it so very hard to believe that you're gone. I
April
USA - Friday, May 16, 2003 at 22:11:22 (PDT)
Hey gurl, guess what a few days ago i was letting the dogs up out of the basement here at the house(my house)and it was night time, and my brother was up stairs and i thought he he was saying my name but it was not him(he was sleeping) i swear to god it was you cuz i heard it later that night when everyone was sleeping. so i belive with all my heart u was calling out to me that night, i wish i could have said something back to ya but i was so stocked i could not even speack. well ii gotta go bye.......love you
Crystal Wolfe <sexymommy16@hotmail.com>
Bloomington, Md USA - Friday, May 16, 2003 at 18:26:00 (PDT)
Hey gurl sup, hows things going on up your way??? Down here things are going ok i guess. I've jsut been board,Today in school we(my class) finshed watching a play called "Our Town" is was about this gurl who was in love with a guy and they got married right after high school, then she died while having a kid. and then she got one day to relive and it was her 12th b-day...........neways i brought that up because my teacher asked us to think of a day we could relive and i said when you died cuz if i could i would not let you go with logon on the 4-wheeler. but i dont know if it would do any good. For you to be back or to relive , u might not want to come back hear to earth you might like it up there in heavan. well i g2g bye love ya
Crystal Wolfe <sexymommy16@hotmail.com>
Bloomington, Md USA - Monday, May 05, 2003 at 18:28:08 (PDT)
I PRAY THAT GOD GIVE THE FAMILY A PIECE OF MIND AND UNDERSTANING.I'LL KEEP YOU IN MY PRAYS.AND HOPE GOD GIVE THE FAMILY A PIECE OF MIND. GOD BLESS YOUR WHOLE FAMILY.
ANNE TUCKER <TUCKERA.JCDC.JOBCORPS.ORG>
JACKSONVILLE, FL USA - Friday, May 02, 2003 at 06:09:14 (PDT)
Hey ash its me i forget to tell u something if we get te camaro are tages on it is going to be your name jsut like in the pic thats on here with you
CDW
USA - Sunday, April 27, 2003 at 07:05:57 (PDT)
Hey gurl ,  Well neways what have u been up too?? Oh me i've been getting in trouble............like always:) but hey its kinda fun getting in trouble becasue i get grounded and i can be on the net ALL day.....its so much fun!!!! Your mom and Frank are selling the Camaro and either me or Dennis(bro) is going to try to get it.....either way i'll get to drive it:) i dont know what eles to say so i think i might go for now and come back in a few days and write again. ...but hey i gonna go now talk to ya later ~LYLAS always and forever~ ~Love you, forever~
Crystal Wolfe <crystal_wolfe14@hotmail.com>
Bloomington, Md USA - Sunday, April 27, 2003 at 07:03:07 (PDT)
HAPPY EASTER!!!! Well it was a lil fun at grams today. My dad took a pic of all of us(Tracey, Me, Alicia, Austin, Andrew, Emily, and Monica) and it was not right cuz you was not in the pic, i felt so weird with out u there and without you there tring to get the eggs before i did, it was jsut not right..... I jsut wish that you could have been here today, u was with us but in person as an angle... Dad(my dad), Alicia and I put some stuff on your grave today oh ya so did your mom. But i ate you some food for you. All the kids had fun today, you would have if u was here. We had fun taking care of Amber's kids. WEll i hate to run but i gotta go now love you ........oncew again HAPPY EASTER
Crystal Wolfe <sexymommy16@hotmail.com>
Bloomington, Md USA - Sunday, April 20, 2003 at 17:14:30 (PDT)
Hey gurl hope your being good so the easter bunny can bring u some candy.... i know i have not been too good. but hey we all are bad at times. well sorry its so short i'll write ya on easter ok love ya gurl
Crystal Wolfe <sexymommy16@hotmail.com>
Bloomington, Md USA - Friday, April 18, 2003 at 17:08:18 (PDT)
Hello... My web-page is currently down..:( www.expage.com/InMemoryOfAshleyNicole Please keep checking back to it to see if it is back up and working , I just want to thank everybody whos been there and who signed the guestbook.. I will update it... But it first needs to get back up and working.... Thanks Again.. I love you and Miss You,Ashley Nicole. *Kole
Nikol Vinci
USA - Wednesday, April 09, 2003 at 15:39:11 (PDT)
Hey gurl, sup I miss you so much!!!! I wish you was here today with us, so you could enjoy the nice fun days with us. But your in a nicer place where you can not be heartbroken or anything that could hurt you in anyway. I'm sooooooooo sorry i never wrote you foor a long time, i was busy and tring to get me a boyfrined, (i need your help big time) you was always there for me when i needed you and i was there for you. I cant belive easter is almost here and you cant be here to have fun finding the eggs. Andrew, Monica, and Emily are comingin for easter this year. But we need you to watch over us so noone gets hurt. Also, keep us safe from the morton man thats on the ran. But hey i hate yo do this i gotta go and get ready for church ok. I'll TRY to writre ya again soon i promise. Love you and Miss you(lots)
Crystal Wolfe <crystal_shane14@hotmail.com>
Bloomington, Md USA - Sunday, April 06, 2003 at 05:57:32 (PDT)
Hello... If anyone gets the chance/time please check out this page: www.expage.com/InMemoryOfAshleyNicole Thank you. I love and Miss you, Ashley!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox *KoLe*
Nikol Vinci
USA - Thursday, April 03, 2003 at 12:41:40 (PST)
ASHLEY WAZZUP NOT MUCH HERE. HOW ARE YOU DOING I HOPE IT'S GOODWELL SEE YA LATER.BYE.
BILLY <BILLY,14 FROM WESTERNPORT>
WESTERNPORT, MD USA - Wednesday, April 02, 2003 at 19:18:26 (PST)
I never really got the chance to really get to know ashley.. but from what i heard she was a pretty good person,friend,and sister...it just seems unfair that God had to take you so soon....Alicia I am sorry about ashley hang in there girl...and if you need anything call me or come up to me in school... sorry that i have taken so long to write it was just i didn't know really what to say..Alicia you and your family will be on my prayers...
Brittany Preston <preston_brittany@hotmail.com>
lonaconing, md USA - Wednesday, April 02, 2003 at 19:08:17 (PST)
ASHLEY WAZZUP NOT MUCH HERE. HOW'S HEAVEN.GOOD I HOPE.REMEMBER ALL THE GOOD TIMES ME YOU AND J.R AND ALICIA HAD TOGETHER.WELL GOTTA GO.BYE.
BILLY <BILLY,14 FROM WESTERNPORT>
WETSERNPORT, MD USA - Wednesday, April 02, 2003 at 19:06:04 (PST)
ASHLEY WAZZUP NOT MUCH HERE. HOW'S HEAVEN.GOOD I HOPE.REMEMBER ALL THE GOOD TIMES ME YOU AND J.R AND ALICIA HAD TOGETHER.WELL GOTTA GO.BYE.
BILLY WILT <BILLY,14FROM WESTERNPORT>
WETSERNPORT, MD USA - Wednesday, April 02, 2003 at 19:04:35 (PST)
ASHLEY WAZZUP NOT MUCH HERE. JUST MISS YOU ALOT BUT NOT AS MUCH AS ALICIA AND YOUR FAMILY DOES. BY THE WAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOOD OLD 16. I'M GONNA VISIT YOUR GRAVE TOMORROW TO PAY MY RESPECTS TO AGOOD GIRL I USED TO GOTO CHURCH TOGETHER.WELL GOTTA GO.BYE.
BILLY <BILLY,14FROM WESTERNPORT>
WESTERNPORT, MD USA - Wednesday, April 02, 2003 at 18:57:26 (PST)
Hey big sis! How are you doing? Me not so well. I really miss you and I always will. Never forget me. It is so hard to walk in the house with you not being there. When and if I have fun please don't think I don't love you anymore and don't think anything wrong. I will never stop loving you until the day I die and longer then that well I have to be going but I will always love you no matter what! love you always, your lil sis Alicia
Alicia <Ashley_is_my_Angel@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Wednesday, April 02, 2003 at 16:08:54 (PST)
*Hey*Ashley*Hows Heaven Going? Great I Hope. I just wanted to remind ya how much we miss and love you. Youre always in our hearts! WE LOVE AND MISS YOU,ASHLEY NICOLE WILLIS!!!!!!! Love, *kole
Nikol Vinci
USA - Wednesday, April 02, 2003 at 12:46:53 (PST)
Hey Ashley, Hows heaven going? Sorry its been a few weeks since I've wrote. I've been sick. Down here, not soo good... we're at war..and its not fun. I went up Peidmount, where the 'accident' happened,and I pushed the flowers into the ground better then what they was before. (the flowers we all put up there, weeks and weeks and weeks ago,lol) Anyways,Alicia Is right, it really is lonely being in the house without you being there, and knowing that you arent going to be back. Walking into your room, is so upseting.Just the feeling of knowing your gone, rips me apart. I miss you so much,Ashley. Everyone misses you alot down here. But you *are in a better place now.. Who *wouldnt* pick Heaven over Earth? Not too many of us. Youre lucky!! :) I would rather be up there with you, and Im sure Alicia and all of your friends and family feel the same. But we all will get there to see you,someday. Untill then, we will keep you in our hearts and not one day will go by that we wont think of you. You are always on my mind. Cant the rest of us say the same?? Ofcourse we can.. Ashley you are so missed and so loved. This is so very unreal-- It is so sad knowing youre gone, but thinking about you being in a better place without war, and hate, anger and everything else that this world brings... it makes me feel better to know you are in a place that is alot better than here. If I had the choice, I would DEFINITELY be there with you, in a heartbeat. We had so many good times, all of us.. Especially downtown..~lol~ And sneaking out.. oh my..lol... this brings back the memories. But one of the most upseting things is knowing that you didnt get to live your life, as old as you should've. You lead a great life. You were a leader. Everyone loved you,ashley. You didnt need to be a follower because you went your own seperate ways inwhich everyone loved and admired and so *they followed you*. Alot of people wanted to *be you,Ashley. It is so amazing when you sit down and think about all of this. Things will NEVER *EVER be the same... But one day we will meet again. Until then Angel,We love you and miss you. LOVE *Kole
Nikol Vinci <Nikol_Denay_420@msn.com>
USA - Tuesday, April 01, 2003 at 19:18:15 (PST)
ASHLEY,WAZZUP NOT MUCH HERE ITS ME AGAIN BILLY. WE ALL MISS YOU VERY MUCH ESPESIALLY ALICIA AND YOUR FAMILY.I'LL BE THINKING OF YOU EVERY FRIDAY FROM THE NIGHT OF THE INCIDENT.I VISITED YOUR GRAVE TODAY, FROM TELLING HOW MUCH ME AND MY FRIENDS MISS YOU.I DIDN'T HEAR ABOUT YOUR DEATH UNTIL SATURDAY THE NEXT MORNING.WELL GOTTA GO. BYE,I MISS YOU ALOT.
BILLY <BILLY,14 FROM WESTERNPORT>
WESTERNPORT, MD USA - Monday, March 31, 2003 at 17:28:10 (PST)
Well, where to start? I miss you, Ashley, along with many others! I wish there was a way for me to talk to you one last time...For me to say how good of a friend you were to me. You are loved and missed by many! But I'm sure you are having the time of your life up there! Watch over us all and we will see you again, when our time comes! Alicia, be strong! I can't even imagine what it would be like to lose a sister! Especially your big sister...My big sister is my best friend and I don't know what I would do if I lost her. But I'm sure she is looking over you, and she is your guardian angel sitting on your shoulder, always! I can't say I know how you feel because I've never lost a big sister before, but I know you must miss her terribly! Be strong because I know she is in a better place and she loves you with all her heart! You will see her again one day, and I know she will be there waiting on you! You hvae my love and deepest sympathy.
Tosha Shaw <tosha_shaw@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, MD USA - Saturday, March 29, 2003 at 19:14:24 (PST)
ASHLEY HEY WAZZUP NOT MUCH HERE. WE ALL MISS YOU VERY MUCH. I WAS IN SCHOOL LIKE ONE MONTH AGO AND ALICIA SMITH MADE ME MAD AND I SPIT A HOCKER IN HER LEFT EYE.THEN SHE TURNED ME IN AND GOT SUSPENDED FOR THREE DAYS.YOU WERE A GOOD FRIEND TO EVERYBODY. I REMEMBER WHEN WE USED TO GO TO SUNDAY SCHOOL TOGETHER.I VISITED YOUR GRAVE EVERY TIME I WENT UP ON THE HILL.
BILLY AND MICHAEL <BILLY from westernport>
Westernport, MD USA - Friday, March 28, 2003 at 13:59:54 (PST)
Hey ashely Sup nothing much here just thinking of u and trying to get over how u could of got on the 4-wheeler,but I know that u were just trying to be a teen we all do some crazy things. I just want u to know that I luv and miss u allot evryday.i know that u luv and miss us to.I hope that u liked the flowers that I put on your grave it was a rose with a note on it.alicia and your mom had a party for u we gave u a peice of your 16th B-day cake to u I hope u get to eat it.well G2G bye I LOVE U JENN
Jennifer <Jennifer_Tony_2003@msn.com>
westernport, md USA - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 at 16:39:27 (PST)
hey Ashley how are you doing up there? Things down here are crazy. We are in war but I have a feeling you already knew that (since you are looking down on all of us). Everybody misses you so much. I miss you so much. I hope some day you will forgive me for any time you have been mad at me and every time I said something I would hate. I know you know I din't mean any of it. It is hard to be at the house because you are not there. Mom asked if I was going to move in your bedroom I sais no because I don't think I could stand it and besides I alrerady asked you if I could move back in the room with you and you said no so I'm not going to because you didn't want me to. I have bought many flowers amd put them on there. I try my hardest to stay at the house but it doesn't work out very well. Well Im sorry but I got to go with lots of love, your lil sis Alicia Ilove you and never forget me!
Alicia Willis (Ashley's lil sis) <Ashley_is_my_Angel@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 at 16:35:59 (PST)
Hey cuz, its me Crystal hows things going up there in heaven??? Well down here things are OK but not the same with you, everything has changed. A few weeks ago me and Alicia got into argument i wish u could have been there, because you could have helped us i think. But like i said everything is so different with out you here!!! But i know deep down in side my heart i'll see you again oneday, i hope. Everyone misses you down here. I never got to go to the birthday aprty they had for you, i dont think i could have want to it anyways(it would ahve been hard on me). This easter is not going to be the same with out you being there!! Me and you always became a team even know pap and gram told us not to we still did and we had so much fun . Now its only me and alicia, but i know deep down inside our hearts we'll get some eaggs and candy for you. I also remember how we always used to fight over who would get the egg with the money or the big eaggs that was so much fun!! You can come this easter and help me find my eggs if you want. But hey i bet your having fun up there with Eddie, Lisa, Brittney, and Jeff. WEll i hafta run now, i hate to but gotta. Love ya gurl and i'll always love and miss you , i'll write back soon again, sorry it took this long to write agian ok, but i promise i'll write ya soon,
Crystal Wolfe <sexymommy16@hotmail.com>
Bloomington, Md USA - Monday, March 24, 2003 at 17:34:04 (PST)
Hey gurl! Sorry i haven't written in a long time. I know your birthday passed a while ago so Happy Sweet 16. Sorry so late. Everyone misses you down here so much. I can't believe it's been over 2 months. I really hope your happy and I can't wait to see you again. Well i don't know why but i am kinda speachless so i'll write back later with more to say. Love you and talk to ya soon! ~Nikki
Nikki Lynette Boyce <clear_rainbow_15@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD US - Monday, March 24, 2003 at 13:30:21 (PST)
Hey gurl! Sorry i haven't written in a long time. I know your birthday passed a while ago so Happy Sweet 16. Sorry so late. Everyone misses you down here so much. I can't believe it's been over 2 months. I really hope your happy and I can't wait to see you again. Well i don't know why but i am kinda speachless so i'll write back later with more to say. Love you and talk to ya soon! ~Nikki
Nikki Lynette Boyce <clear_rainbow_15@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD US - Monday, March 24, 2003 at 13:30:15 (PST)
Ashley, Its been a while since I wrote to ya...So hows things been going up there in Heaven? Me April and Alicia put some more flowers on your grave. Ofcourse, there are people who put lil gifts and flowers up there regularly... I try to get there when I can :) Since I havent wrote to you since your birthday.. Happy 16th Birthday !! (Belated) Up there is a better place than down here... Especially cuz we're at war and down here is not a very happy place to be right now. Its all happening so fast. I finally got back onto a fourwheeler, last week. My first time. All i thought about, was you the whole time and i didnt go very much faster than 5 mph. I just couldnt. . *lol* this will give ya a laugh: there were cows up there where we were four wheeling at...and we were riding along beside them... they were these 2 baby cows at the end of the line..so we rode beside them. . i guess it was the mother of them.. cuz suddenly this big black cow out of nowhere just SCREAMED at us!!! It was so funny. Seriousely though... It just stopped, and sorta screamed!!! I never heard a noise like that, come from a cow. Everyone misses you down here!!! You'll always be in our hearts.Dont ever leave us. Things just arent the same. Especially being at your house. Me and Alicia walked into your room... Its so hard to be in there knowing you wont ever be, again. I will **Always** remember that time when we were all downtown... Alicia knows what im talking about it. That was hilarious,what you said. Well.. I got to go.. Kristina's on the floor and I think shes asleep.. what a great place to sleep,huh?? Lots of Love, We miss you!!
Nikol Vinci (And Kristina Nolan) <Nikol_Denay_420@msn.com>
USA - Friday, March 21, 2003 at 21:18:18 (PST)
To Ashley's Family and Friends: I never knew any of you or your Angel Ashley! I live in Calgary,Ab,Canada and I just happened to come across this page as I was searching for a place to put something up for my Best Friend who had passed away in May 2000. As I read your messages, my eyes welled up with tears, because Ashley seemed like such a wonderful person, and I am especially amazed at her sister Alicia, for the courage she has displayed in her messages. I am so so sorry for the loss of your Angel. I lost my own Angel almost 3 years ago, and it still hurts so deeply that the pain is unspeakable. I just wanted all of you too know that you are all truly amazing, and that you are all Angels as well as your Ashley. She just happened to get her wings ahead of schedule...God Bless All Of You!!!! Love and Hugs Jacalyn
Jax
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 at 18:52:50 (PST)
Hey gurl sup? me n2m here, but missing you like crazy.I am so sorry that I am late on your Birthday and gurl HAPPY SWEET 16TH BITRHDAY ASHLEY WITH MUCH LOVE!! I went to your grve on your b-day and put flowers down with donald. I really just can't believe your gone because i feel like your gonna call or come through that door and say sup keisha but i need to face reality. you are in a better place with the angels that you are a angel.I have to walk this lonly road of faith all by my self and yeah it does bother me because you were always the one here for me and I do miss our old times together. Ashley I hope you know i love you and miss you so much. Everyday when someone speaks your name or i see a picture i drop a tear.Well i can say is i really miss you and we will see each other when it's my turn to become an angel abd wait for me at the gates of heaven and that why we both get to walk the lonly road of faith one more time together. Well i wanted to stop and tell you how i miss you and love you. Peace out!! I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU GURL!! R.I.P!! ALSO YOU KNOW MY B-DAY AIN'T GONNA BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU!! KEISHA
Keisha Hartman <ThugAngel_052001@yahoo.com>
Rawlings, Md USA - Monday, March 17, 2003 at 10:31:40 (PST)
hey there Ashley! hows it going? i hope good. im sorry i havent wrote on here in a long time. everyone misses u a lot. well i just wanted to stop by and say hey and that we all miss u. tell Brittany and Eric Woolard and the westmar gang i miss them and give Britt a hug for me. miss u Ashley. Misty
misty
barton, md USA - Sunday, March 16, 2003 at 18:03:17 (PST)
hey sis it's me Alicia, how have you been lately? Have you behaved yourself up there? (probably not) I miss you down here... many people do! Mom got some really nice pics of us and Crystal and all of us. Well sweetheart I have got to run... but I will be on again sometime soon love you always, your lil sis, Alicia
Alicia Willis <Ashley_is_my_Angel@hotmail.com>
westernport, md USA - Saturday, March 15, 2003 at 20:27:51 (PST)
Hey *Ashley*....Its me again, I was just sittin here thinkin about ya. I miss ya ash, its weird without ya around but when i stop and think about it i relize that you are in a better place, the world is cruel and maybe it was best that you went so early? the say only the good die young...i dunno gurl but i miss ya and one day we will meet again. Well i luv ya, and until next time peace.. lots of love!
Kori <Adamz_chick420@yahoo.com>
Rawlings, MD USA - Saturday, March 15, 2003 at 20:01:20 (PST)
hey Ashley what up not much here hope you are doing great up in heaven we sure do miss you down here... just wish that you didn't leave us sooo soon i miss you alot and i hope that you are enjoying every min up there say hi to brit,lisa,jeff,eddie for me ok. it been different sence you are not here with us.. i think about you everyday woundering why.. why did he have to pick an angle like you.. well chick i gotta go for now i will write you again dont worry about that Love Ya Amber
Amber <buddysgirl_692003>
gilmore, md USA - Thursday, March 13, 2003 at 10:44:23 (PST)
Well Ashley, I know Im a couple days late but Happy Sweet 16!! I Miss you so much gurlie!! I wish you were still here. Well gurl i klnow its short but i have to go. Love Ya gurlie!!!
Ashley McDonald <ashleynic_05@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, Maryland USA - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 at 20:18:09 (PST)
In Memoery of Ashley Willis You were a girl, a young girl Too young to die we know But what can one do if it was your time to go. A friend, A pal, A teenager Remembered by as all when you were around nothing was ever dull. We haven't forgotten you Just because your gone, In our love case of memorys you will live on, and on, and on. Theirs frineds who will always care for ya Ash!!!
Sarah Bostjancic
USA - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 at 13:38:33 (PST)
Ashley, Hey gurl, It's been awhile... We havent talked since September in court. What happened to you was unbelievable. and heartbreaking. i juss wish i had a chance to talk to you before all this happened, but god must have needed another angel, another special someone to look down on all of us and keep everyone outta trouble. Your sisters growin up and looks just like ya, when i went to the funeral it flipped me out to see how she had grown, but she doesnt remember me, i guess after you left keyser and went to westmar we lost touch...I miss the old days when you came over to jessicas house and we had those little get to gethers that we called partys. and uncle Tim called you Pinky cause you always wore those pink silky pants...and Happy 16th birthday gurl, i didnt get a chance to write you until now, i didnt know of this web-site until a friend showed me it so sorry about that. and i will be up to visit you soon. I miss you gurl, im sure everyone does. Well one day i believe we'll meet again, but until next time i luv ya gurl, and miss ya. talk to ya soon! Hugz
Kori <Adamz_chick420>
rawlings, md USA - Monday, March 10, 2003 at 18:52:53 (PST)
Happy B-Day Gurl.. We Miss Ya!! Love Ya!!
A Friend
USA - Sunday, March 09, 2003 at 06:33:26 (PST)
Happy Birthday Ashley! I know that everyone really misses you on such a special day like today, "Sweet Sixteen". You should be here to have a party, but your family had it without you and it was a great one. We all miss you !
A Family Member !
USA - Saturday, March 08, 2003 at 02:13:37 (PST)
You are my distant angel, Watching over me with care. I can not help to think, What would happen if you were still here. Love lives on in whispered prayers, Of a happier life for you. You are my distant angel, And I will always love you. I'm afraid to live without you, Afraid to face my own fears. You have been my distant angel, Through all of your last years. There will never be another, Who has changed my life like you. You are my distant angel, Through everything I do. As the days, the weeks, the months go by, And I sit alone and wonder why. Why did you leave me, And where did you go? Though you are watching over me, I still feel alone. My heart starts to ache, and my eyes start to cry. Living without you has left a hole in my life. You have been my distant angel, Through all the thick and thin. May God bless you and keep you, Until we meet again.
Alicia, Austin, Andrew and Monica
Westernport, Md USA - Friday, March 07, 2003 at 20:14:58 (PST)
We thought of you with love today, But that is nothing new. We thought about you yesterday, And the days before that, too. We think of you in silence. We often speak your name. Now all we have is memories, And your picture in a frame. Your memory is our keepsake, With which we'll never part. God has you in His Keeping. We have you in our Heart. Happy Birthday Ashley
April Lease
Westernport, Md USA - Friday, March 07, 2003 at 20:07:55 (PST)
Please don't sing sad songs for me, Forget your grief and fear, For I am in a perfect place Away from pain and tears... It's far away from hunger And hurt and want and pride, I have a place in Heaven With the Master at my side. My life on earth was very good, As earthly life can go, But Paradise is so much more Than anyone can know... My heart is filled with happiness And sweet rejoicing, too. To walk with God is perfect peace, A joy forever new.
April Lease <ajl_22@hotmail.com>
Westernport, Md USA - Friday, March 07, 2003 at 20:06:17 (PST)
If tears could build a stairway And memories were a lane, I would walk right up to heaven To bring you home again. No farewell words were spoken. No time to say good-bye. You were gone before we knew it, And only God knows why. My heart still aches in sadness And secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you, No one will ever know.
April Lease <ajl_22@hotmail.com>
Westernport, Md USA - Friday, March 07, 2003 at 20:04:00 (PST)
Happy "Sweet Sixteen" Ashley!! Love ya and watch over us and keep us out of harms way.
April Lease <ajl_22@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Friday, March 07, 2003 at 19:42:43 (PST)
Ashley, Hey girl what cha doing besides lookin down on us? Happy 16th birthday!!!!!!! your finally the BIG sixteen. I wish you were here you were here... when you were able to drive you were going to take me and Nikol to the mall. The camero is still waiting on you to drive it hasn't moved. We ALL miss you sooo much down here and we ALL love you and will never forget what happened to you. We love you dearly. My friends, your friends and our family, EVERYBODY!!!! Mom put flowers on your grave today and so did Crystal and all them and April laid down something on your grave and so did I. Nikol says: She loves you very much and she also says HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Kristina(Nikols cusion) also says Happy birthday even though you guys didn't know each other. Well I'm going to go but We'll be back somtime and it won't be very long Love ya always, Alicia Nikol Kristina Love ya:Always be with us!!!!!!
Alicia Willis (Ashleys sis) <Ashley_is_my_Angel@hotmail.com>
westernport, MD USA - Friday, March 07, 2003 at 17:42:12 (PST)
Alicia, I know that today is going to be really hard for you and your family, with it being Ashley's 16th birthday. I want you to know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers and that if you need anything, just call. I know that you will be with Nikol tonight and I hope that this helps to make it a little easier. Friends are so important, especially at this time of your life, so I hope that you can help each other with this, and remember that it is OK to cry. Love ya kiddo....Mom V.
Sheila V. <vincisr@yahoo.com>
USA - Friday, March 07, 2003 at 11:07:19 (PST)
Hey Ash whats up, well today is your birthday. Just wanted to wish u a HAPPY SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY. Wish you was here to celebrate your birthday. Well it has been 1 month and 3 weeks your been gone. I miss you so much. well g2g bye love you gurl
Crystal Wolfe <crystal_shane14@hotmail.com>
Bloomington, Md USA - Friday, March 07, 2003 at 10:09:19 (PST)
ASHLEY.........Hey! there are two more days till your b-day i really miss u and wish u were here to turn 16 and be able to do do all the stuff u used to have fun doing. well i just wanted to write to say hey since it has been a long time since i wrote ya....... i love ya lots...
ERIN <VOLLEYBALL_GIRL20022003@HOTMAIL.COM>
lonaconing, md USA - Wednesday, March 05, 2003 at 14:55:32 (PST)
hey ashley its been a while that i ahve not wrote you, your birthday is coming up in 6 days, jsut think you would have been 16 , well i still cant belive that your gone...... its all a bad dream i wish it was not true but i guess it was your time to go, and my time well be someday ahead of me so when i go be waiting for me at the golden gates of heaven, i hate to go now but i got to bye
Crystal Wolfe <crystal_wolfe80@yahoo.com>
bloomington, md USA - Saturday, March 01, 2003 at 07:28:56 (PST)
hey ashley its been a while that i ahve not wrote you, your birthday is coming up in 6 days, jsut think you would have been 16 , well i still cant belive that your gone...... its all a bad dream i wish it was not true but i guess it was your time to go, and my time well be someday ahead of me so when i go be waiting for me at the golden gates of heaven, i hate to go now but i got to bye
Crystal Wolfe <crystal_wolfe80@yahoo.com>
bloomington, md USA - Saturday, March 01, 2003 at 07:28:47 (PST)
Ashley~I can't believe it's been over a month. The time has went like crazy. When i first heard that you were gone I couldn't believe it so i blocked what i had heard from my mind. Then your sister came and gave me a page with your picture and a few poems on it, that's when it finally hit me. I don't know why but when i look at it i just cannot get it through my mind that your not coming back. I was just telling my grandma about the night that we stayed up real late and soaked in your g-mas pool. I just wish we could do that again becuase we had some fun. I really miss you and i hope you know that. You were a great friend and do me a favor and tell my Aunt Rhonda Hill and my grandma Boyce i said HI! I love you girl!
Nikki Boyce <clear_rainbow_15@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 at 17:50:51 (PST)
Ashley.. Hey Gurl! wuts happen! not alot here..its still so hard to believe your gone.. and friday i lost another friend..*!Ashley Wilburn !*.. well im gonna go! i miss ya both!
Lacey Livengood
USA - Sunday, February 23, 2003 at 08:09:07 (PST)
*Ash*... It's still hard to believe that you are really gone, I never thought losing a friend would be this hard to deal with. im trying to move on but to be honest.... I CAN'T!! Well I better go I LOVE YOU GURLIE!!
Ashley McDonald <ashleynic_05@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, Maryland USA - Saturday, February 22, 2003 at 19:10:32 (PST)
Hello Ash., How is it up in Heaven?I bet it looks so great up there..I bet you are haveing a blast also.If you can please Tell Ross,Lisa,Eddie,Brittany, and the other gang that is up there with you from Westmar that i said hello and you know who i am writing you..Man girl it's not the same with out you in a OUR dance group at church, it seems so weird with me in the dance that you loved to do (Crystal Clear) does that click girly? I miss you so much and the day I found out we were going to practice and it was so HARD to do that song and learn it in the mean time..We perform this Sunday at a friends church and you know who the other girl is she tought us all the songs.She misses you like crazy also. Too Ashley's Family and friends you are ALL in my PRAYERS i know what you are going through I LOST my best guy friend it will be almost a year, IT's realy hard to deal with a lost..Just hold your heads high and God will see you through it all. Also Ash. i used to hang out with you sister(Amber)when we were in middle school we walked to school together and goffed off all the time.And i remember when you were born she was happy and she showed me pics of you and how pretty you were and until that day god took you home you were still a Pretty girl and always will be. Well girly i'm gonna go you take it easy and keep your wings over your family and friends and keep them smiling cause I know you would want them too. talk to ya lata.
A Friend
Westernport, md USA - Friday, February 21, 2003 at 12:18:09 (PST)
Hey ashley its me Crystal. I feel so bad your friends are writing more then i am and i'm your own cousin, i'll be here more often as i can i hope. So hows your life going up there in heaven?? well life down here is ok but it would be better if u was here!!..well its a bad dream and i'm never coming out of it. well i hate to go but gotta run bye love you gurl
Crystal Wolfe <crystal_shane14@hotmail.com>
Bloomington, md USA - Friday, February 21, 2003 at 07:01:47 (PST)
Ashley.. its me again..so how are ya! im doing okey..! i really miss ya.. i kno that we wenrnt really friends after i lefted westmar..and now i wish i would of called u and told u how i felt.. there is so much stuff i wanted to tell u.. well i do talk to ya alot.. but its not the same..:( well gurl im gonan go Love ya lotz!
Lacey Livengood
USA - Thursday, February 20, 2003 at 18:52:53 (PST)
ASH........Hey gurl!!!!!! whats up in heaven. not much here we got a lot of snow though.i think it has been a month and two day since your accident happened. i still want it to be a bad dream. i wish i could wake up from im coming up to see you over the weekend. well i got to go.. i love ya.. and always will..... erin
Erin Steele <volleyball_girl20022003@hotmail.com>
lonaconing, md USA - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 at 16:37:47 (PST)
ASH........Hey gurl!!!!!! whats upin heaven. not much here we got a lot of snow though.i think it has been a month and two day since your accident happened. i still want it to be a bad dream. i wish i could wake up from im coming up to see you over the weekend. well i got to go.. i love ya.. and always will..... erin
Erin <Steele>
lonaconing, md USA - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 at 16:36:42 (PST)
Dear Ruth Ann & family. I am a friend of Nancy. Nancy and I met in New Jersey while both of us were employed at Fort Monmouth. I just want to let you know how truly sorry I am about your loss. May it comfort you & your family that others are thinking of you & praying for you.
EOpalenik
Ocean Gate, NJ USA - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 at 10:11:01 (PST)
hi i know this is Ashleys page and my condolences to everyone who knew Ashley and to her family i know how hard it is to loose someone this close and how the mean so much. I also was wondering what the news on Logan was, if he knows yet and just how he is overall Sincerly a friend
Friend
USA - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 at 02:54:45 (PST)
Hey Gurl! wutz up?! not alot here.. juz think about all the good times we had.. thats all i do ne-more.. it is like a bad dream.. but im never gonan wake up.. you were a sweet gurl.. and we all love *&* miss ya! well im gonan go! Love Ya Gurl!!
Lacey Livengood
USA - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 at 14:18:25 (PST)
Don’t be sad and please don’t cry I am right here ~ I have never left you. Don’t you know that love can’t die? I am safe and warm and happy As I’ve never been before. Seeing Jesus face to face Is more than I have bargained for. As You speak I’m right beside you As you walk, I’m by your side. Close your eyes and you’ll see clearly That my spirit has not died. Wake each day in joyful gladness Knowing we’re not far apart. Look to Jesus for the answers He will heal your aching heart. But above all please remember, There is no need for you to cry. I’m right here! I’ve never left you! Don’t you know that love can’t die?
Your Friend A.M.
Coney, MD USA - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 at 10:12:57 (PST)
Ashley.. well today is a month.. i cant bleave its been that long already.. we all miss *&* love u very much.. and i kno your watchin over us... we had so many good times in westernport! and when i moved.. i lost a true and great friend.. and im sorry.. well im gonan go.. love ya always! I Miss You So MUCH!!!
Lacey Livengood
USA - Monday, February 17, 2003 at 15:38:00 (PST)
Well Ashley, Tomorrow will be exactly a month im still thinking that this is all a really bad dream but i just cant wake up from! I hate this so much Its not fair!!! Well gurlie I better go! I Love You So Much Gurl!!
Ashley McDonald <ashleynic_05@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, Maryland USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 at 20:25:01 (PST)
Hello, my name is Ashley Fawley and I didnt know Ashley but if I would not have moved I would have attened my 6th grade year with her. I am just writing this comment because I feel so bad about this and I wish it would not have happened to her. I am seriously sorry that this has happened to someone so innocent. IN LOVING MEMORY OF ASHLEY.
Ashley Fawley <hillcrest_jaguar@yahoo.com>
Repton, Al USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 at 19:12:39 (PST)
Ashley i didnt really know you but i know you was a good sister I remember when me and my friendz was makin fun of alica and u yelled at us well i am thankful that u did that cuz after that me and alica became friends. I know alica loved you alot and so dose the rest of your family. i just wanna tell alica to hang in there. and everyone is here for you and her, WE MISS YAH!!!
Candy McGuire <Candym89@hotmail.com>
MIdland, MD USA - Saturday, February 15, 2003 at 11:55:23 (PST)
Please accept my deepest condolences to the entire family. After reading the entrires I can safely say that Ashely was a deeply loved individual. She seemed to have plenty of friends and to be a very outgoing person. I'm sure she will be missed by all who knew her. At such a terrible time in life only the bible can give you the needed strength to get through this. Revelation 21:4 tells us "and he (God) will wipe out every tear from their eyes and death will be no more, neither mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away" So you see family soon we will never have to worry about dying again. The bible even assures us that we do have the hope of seeing our dead loved again right here on this earth. At John 5:28, 29 Jesus tells us "do not marvel at this because the hour is coming in which all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice and come out" So you do have the hope of seeing Ashley again right here on this earth. I hope these scriptures were able to comfort you in some way. Again I am so sorry for your loss.
Kimberly <k_bowers1@Juno.comm>
Chicago, IL USA - Saturday, February 15, 2003 at 04:51:22 (PST)
ASHLEY............. Hey how's it going in heaven. I hope good. it hasent been that long since i wrote to you but. you have been gone for a month and some odd days now. i still cant belive that you left so soon. i will always remember and miss you gurl. it is really hard to look at the pic. of me and you at the fairwell i just dont want you to be gone. anyway i got to go..............i love you and i will never forget you
ERIN STEELE <VOLLEYBALL_GIRL20022003>
LONACONING, MD USA - Friday, February 14, 2003 at 08:51:16 (PST)
ASHLEY............. Hey how's it going in heaven. I hope good. it hasent been that long since i wrote to you but. you have been gone for a month and some odd days now. i still cant belive that you left so soon. i will always remember and miss you gurl. it is really hard to look at the pic. of me and you at the fairwell i just dont want you to be gone. anyway i got to go..............i love you and i will never forget you
ERIN STEELE <VOLLEYBALL_GIRL20022003>
LONACONING, MD USA - Friday, February 14, 2003 at 08:50:43 (PST)
Hey Ashley it's me again i miss you so much that it hurts. gurl I'm not the same anymore cause all i ever do is cry or just not act like me anymore and i really miss you being down here and i can't believe you won't be here for my birthday. well gurl i still think about you and miss ya.I LOVE YA AND MISS YOU KEISHA
Keisha Hartman <ThugAngel_052001@yahoo.com>
Rawlings, Md USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 at 11:05:38 (PST)
Ashley,its so hard to believe that in a couple days you will have been gone a month!!! I still think about you everyday. I know I haven't written anything for awhile but it's just been so hard. Its like I don't want to believe it!! I Miss You Girl!
Ashley <ashleynic_05@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, Maryland USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 at 09:46:43 (PST)
Ashley.. Hey Gurl! sorry i havent wrote.. its juz so hard.. everytime i get on here i cry.. i read wut every reads..we had some great times..i will never forget you! at night i lay in bed and think about u and im alway's tlakin to ya.. well gurl im gonan go! love ya!!
Lacey Livengood
USA - Tuesday, February 11, 2003 at 17:02:28 (PST)
SOMEBODY SHOULD HAVE TAUGHT HIM--- I went to a birthday party, but remembered what you said. You told me not to drink at all, so I had sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, the way you said I would, that I didn’t choose to drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I knew I made a healthy choice and your advice to me was right, as the party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my own car, sure to get home in one piece, never knowing what was coming, something that I expected least. Now I’m lying on the pavement. I can hear the policemen say, “The kid that caused this wreck was drunk.” His voice seems far away. My own blood is all around me, as I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, “This girl is going to die.” I’m sure the guy had no idea, while he was flying high, because he chose to drink and drive, that I would have to die. So why do people do it, knowing that it ruins lives? But now the pain is cutting me, like a hundred stabbing knives. Tell my sister not to be afraid, tell Daddy to be brave, and when I go to heaven to put “Daddy’s Girl” on my grave. someone should have taught him that it’s wrong to drink and drive. Maybe if his mom and dad had, I’d still be alive. My breath is getting shorter, I’m getting really scared. These are my final moments, and I’m so unprepared. I wish that you could hold me Mom, as I lie here and die. I wish that I could say I love you and good-bye.
A Friend
Md USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 at 13:56:38 (PST)
Hey Ash trizel! Sorry I haven't wrote in a while but I have been thinking of you. I turned 18 last sunday gurl! (feb 2nd) It wasn't the same w/o you. I really wish you were here w/ me.Everything has been messed up around here lately. I'm starting to just not care about nothing. I'm still single. (Can't find one worth the time) There's never anything to do. Plus it's always lonely w/o my road dawg.That's a beautiful pic of you on this page. It's messed up despite the fact we always had a camera around, I never got a picture of us. I could kick myself for that. I don't know if you're hearing me when I talk to you, I hope so.I tend to catch myself looking up into the sky ramblin' off to you like you were right beside me. A girl came to our school who looks EXACTLY like you. It freaked me out bad! I really miss you Chisel.They can't keep us from each other forever right? We're road dawgs, forever an a day. I'll talk to you soon babe! I love you gurl! Alicia if you need me, i'm only a phone call away, don't forget that Love you sweetie!
Katrina McGreevy <Upsydaizium@AOL.com>
Lonaconing, MD USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 at 13:22:13 (PST)
ASHLEY................ Hey gurl. hope life in heaven is treating you well. i just wanted to right you befor i went off to school. it isent the same with out you im still is shock about what happened to you. but im trying to move on it is really hard.well anyway i got to go my ride is here. just wanted to tell you i love and miss you.............
Erin Steele <volleyball_girl20022003@hotmail.com>
lonaconing, md USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 at 04:08:47 (PST)
In Loving Memory Of Ashley When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, And each time you think of me, I know you'll miss me, too. But when tomorrow starts without me, please try and understand, That an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand, And said my place was ready in heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, For all my life I'd always thought I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for and so much yet to do, It seemed almost impossible that I am leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad, I thougth of all the love we shared and all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, I thought, just for a while, I'd say good-bye and kiss you and maybe see your smile. But then I fully realized that this could never be. For emptiness and memories would take the place of me. And when I thought of worldly things that I'd miss come tomorrow, I thought of you, and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow. But when I walked through heaven's gates, I felt so much at home. When God look down and smiled at me, from His great golden throne. He said, "This is eternity and all I've promised you, Today your life on earth is past, but here it starts anew. I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last, And since each day's the same day, there's no longing for the past. But you have been so faithful, so trusting and so true, Though there were times you did some things you knew you shouldn't do. But you have been forgiven, and now at last your free. So won't you take my hand and share my life with me?" So when tomorrow starts without me, don't think we're far apart, For everytime you think of me, I'm right here in your heart.
April Lease <ajl_22@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Saturday, February 08, 2003 at 17:10:51 (PST)
MAYBE THAT’S ME All I’ll leave are memories And I know you’ll take it so hard But I’ll live as long as you’ll remember So hold on with all your heart And sometimes sit by your window And watch as the sun’s going down When you worry or wonder about me Just take a good look around I may be a flower in spring Or maybe God let me paint the grass green I could be the next star you see And that touch on your cheek, is it a soft summer breeze? Well, maybe that’s me Maybe I’ll pick the colors of autumn The prettiest leaves you ever saw Or maybe I’ll write the songs for the robin As he watches the last one fall Or I could be the sound of thunder Or snow from a dark winter sky But wherever I am, I’ll be close to you ’Cause God never lets love die I may be a flower in spring Or maybe He’ll let me paint the grass green I could be the next star you see And that touch on your cheek, is it a soft summer breeze? Well, maybe that’s me Written by C. Llewellyn (Copyright)
Billie <bcassidy@tds.net>
Linden, TN USA - Saturday, February 08, 2003 at 17:10:09 (PST)
Hey Gurl its me crystal how's it hanging up there in heaven??? ...... it's not hanging to good down here, we are all still in stock about it happening to YOU!!!!...... like your frieds say its like a bad dream and we are never going to wake up from it. Bt we'll see you some day... but me and my dad have notice EVERY friday it snows and get VERY cold( sence the day u was killed) well i hate to go but i gotta go now bye.............. Love you gurl
Crystal Wolfe(ashley cousin) <sexymommy16@hotmail.com>
Bloomington, Md USA - Saturday, February 08, 2003 at 12:36:02 (PST)
Ashley.. Well its me again.. its almost been a month.. you were a very loved person.. and everyone down here loves u & miss's u very much.. its so hard to bleave u are gone.. its like a bad dream.. but im not gonna wake up from it.. we had soo many good time's together and i will never forget u.. you were the only person that could ever understand me.. and u still are from this day.. i kno we had our bad times when i lefted westmar.. and im so sorry.. well im gonan go.. Love Ya Gurl!
Lacey Livengood
USA - Friday, February 07, 2003 at 06:42:33 (PST)
ASHLEY.......Hey gurl it has been a while since i wrote to you. sorry:(!!!!!. well any way it has almost been a month and it still feels like you are here with me. i wish you were here to share in all the times with me.i miss you a whole lot and wish you you were here. any way im going to go for right now just wanted to write and say ..........I LOVE YOU GURLIE................ i will always love you ...........ERIN:(
Eein Steele <volleyball_girl20022003@hotmail.com>
lonaconing, md USA - Thursday, February 06, 2003 at 15:28:13 (PST)
Ash.. i still cant bleave u are gone.. we had so much fun together! i will never forget u.. and were like a sister to me.. u had so many true friends.. and we all miss & love u so much! and i kno u will always be in our hearts! Good Bless You!..
Lacey Livengood
Frostburg, MD USA - Thursday, February 06, 2003 at 14:33:21 (PST)
Hey Ashley.. its me again.. well its almost a month and i still cant beleave u are gone... we had some good times.. and thats all i can remmber.. your a good person.. and god choose you! your a speacil Angel*! and we all love & miss u soo much! i only wish i could have seen u one more time.. and i kno im not the only one..! well im gonna go! love ya!
Lacey Livengood <babe_angel_kisses@hotmail.com>
Frostburg, MD USA - Wednesday, February 05, 2003 at 12:46:51 (PST)
Alice.. Hey. i kno u r going throght a hard time! and thats understandable.. u and ashley were tight.. i still remmber all the times when we all spent together! i only wish i could of spent more time with the both of ya! Ashley was a good person! and i still cant bleave shes gone..! Alice ALWAYS remmber u can call me if u ever need ne-thing.. u were like a lil siter to me.. and ashley miss's u so much.. she's lookin down on u..she above with the angle! well im gonan go! love ya's both!!
Lacey Livengood <babe_angel_kisses@hotmail.com>
Frostburg, MD USA - Tuesday, February 04, 2003 at 14:58:11 (PST)
Ashle.. Hey Gurl! wow i still cant beleave u are gone.. I kno when i lefted westmar we were fightin.. and i wanted so bad to tell u so many things.. i promise i will be there for alice! i miss ya so much!!love ya always! be with the Angel's!!
Lacey Livengood <babe_angel_kisses@hotmail.com>
Frostburg, MD USA - Tuesday, February 04, 2003 at 14:29:43 (PST)
Hey gurl it's me again and i just wanted to holla at ya real quick. Ashley till this day i don't believe your gone i always think you just gonna walk through that door or your gonna call, but i face reality that your gone and i'm not gonna see you again and that will be when god calls on me. I am just not the same anymore case i have lost the most important thing in mmy life and it hurts cause your not here to help me through my problems or anything. Everyday I cry or drop a tear for you and i litterally cried when i seen your grave yesterday.Ashley you were truly an angel i'll tell you that and you became one on that fridayand you were also a down to earth gurl. I wanted to let you know how i feel. Love you and Miss you!!! R.I.P LOVE KEISHA
Keisha Hartman <ThugAngel_052001@yahoo.com>
Rawlings, MD USA - Tuesday, February 04, 2003 at 10:39:41 (PST)
id like to give my condolences to the family of Ashley, i know how you must feel as i lost my girlfriend in yr8 to a car accident,... im not much a man for words but shes still here in spirit and always will live in our hearts..
Simon Webster <oddball_6@hotmail.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, February 04, 2003 at 06:11:56 (PST)
Hey There.. Its just me again.. Well... it been 2 weeks since she died.. And I still cant accept the fact shes gone and never coming back.. Every moment...Im thinking of her.. She didnt get to live her life. Ashley Nicole... we love and miss you . One day we'll see you. Cant wait! Love out to all of you. Nikol Denay Vinci
Nikol Vinci <Nikol_Denay_420@msn.com>
USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 19:54:12 (PST)
Hey Ashley , sorry i ahve not wrote for a few days. I miss you so much it all seems like a bad dream and your going to come home to us. But i know in my heart nad mind your in a good place. Dennis (my dad) he misses you a lot, every fridat he gets really sad and i do to. But like i said before we all know your in a GOOD place, and i dont think you would want to come back home to us, cuz its a nice place up there. Well baby gurl i got to go. I"ll TRY to write you ago in a few days. I love and miss you to death.
Crystal Wolfe <sexymommy16@hotmail.com>
Bloomington, Md USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 19:51:34 (PST)
This is a poem for my girl Ashley!!!! Ashley Nicole Willis She was here but now shes gone, And left her name to carry on. We may cry every single day, But that won't bring her back in anyway. We leean to deal with it as life goes by, Sitting and realeizing everyone will die. It's hard when someone passes away, But in our hearts that person will stay. As we heard what happened we dropped to our knees, Life has gone way to short for ASHLEY NICOLE WILLIS!!!! Born:March 7, 1987 Died:January 17, 2003 REST IN PEACE!!!!!!! Remember Ashley We All Love You Girl!!!!
Katrina Hartman <Bonnie_Day@msn.com>
Keyser., WV USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 18:11:05 (PST)
God Bless you and Rest now...
A friend
USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 01:20:43 (PST)
Alicia, I know that you are hurting and that healing takes a long time. You will discover that you will never get over Ashley's death. You shouldn't expect to. As of this writing, Logan does not even know that Ashley is gone. He does not remember what happened or when it happened. He had 11 hours of reconstructive surgery to repair the many fractures he suffered in the accident. I know that he will need even more support than you when it comes to dealing with Ashley's death. I can only hope and pray that each of the people who have taken the time to express their feelings for Ashley can do the same for Logan. As you have stated, he is the one who will have to deal with this for as long as he lives. I am not making any excuse for his actions, everyone knows that what happened was wrong. I am sure that Ashley would offer her support to him and that she has looked in on him while he is in the hospital. Hopefully, through God's grace, he will be able to deal wilth what has happened. My condolenses to you and to your family as you work through the emotions that you now feel. I know that you will never feel the same, but I pray that forgiveness will be found in your heart for Logan. I am sure his pain will be more intense and longer lasting than any of us can imagine.
Logan's Uncle <remcintyre@earthlink.com>
Westernport, Md. USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 22:49:38 (PST)
Autumn, I agree with you Alicia has every right to be mad, and she should grieve however she needs to, I was not meaning she shouldn't. I just think it was wrong for everyone else, everyone makes mistakes and god chose for this to happen this way. I just want you and your family to know that we ( Logan's family) are very sorry for everything that has happened, we know there is nothing we can do to take away your pain but if there was we would do it in a heart beat. And Alicia I know you are in pain and I am very sorry, if there was anything we could do for you we would. Just keep Ashley close with you in your heart you will do great things. I wish you all the best and may god bless your family.
Anonymous
Westernport, MD USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 19:38:33 (PST)
Hey Ashley, sorry i have not wrote you for a while i've been very busy, took austin and alicia out tonight to go tubing they had so much fun of course you seen them and was watching them have fun. But i would like to give a thanks to Brian Kornegay for said its a page to write to Ashley and not to be writing about blaming anyone. If god did not want it to have happen she would still be here today, so there most have been a good reason he took her off this earth. but back to ashley, what have u been up to?? Me just tring to belive that your gone, but also tring to get over it it's really hard but i'm doing it. Everyone misses you VERY MUCH. We all love you and we'll never forget about you. Well i have to go now bye.......... Love you gurl!!!
Crystal Wolfe <sexymommy16@hotmail.com>
Bloomington, Md USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 18:59:59 (PST)
I am Ashley's cousin and I just wanted to say that I loved her very much and will always miss her. Ashley was a very special cousin. She was very nice and she was very beautiful. I love you Ashley.
Erin Broadwater <woodbridgecip@hotmail.com>
Woodbridge, Va USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 11:27:24 (PST)
I'm Ashley's oldest sister and I have a few things I would like to say first about everything put in these condolences. Yes, Ashley and Logan both made mistakes. Of course neither one of them knew what was going to happen. In the end, everyone will realize that. It was a mistake, everyone makes mistakes, god knows i've made more than my fair share. What I really want to say is that Alicia is mad right now and that's ok. She has that right. It's one of the stages of dealing with death and loosing her sister and best friend. NOONE, ABSOLUTELY NOONE, has any right to tell her not to feel that way. She is grieving and trying to deal with going on with her life. If your offended by her words or her attitude that is your problem. Stop telling her she's wrong. She's grieving, she's trying to deal with everything, and tell me who has the right to tell her how to grieve. Alicia, go ahead and be mad, let it out, you'll feel better to get it out. And don't care what anyone says, at least once it's out you can deal with your demons. I love you alicia and austin.
Autumn Painter <autumn_painter@hotmail.com>
vt USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 11:11:34 (PST)
I just wanted to send my condolences out to Ashley and her family, I am very sorry for all the pain they are feeling. I am a member of Logan's family and I just wanted to respond to some comments about him and his family. No one is laughing, this is not something to laugh about, this is supposed to be a page where you can talk to Ashley and leave condolences not a page to diss and slander someone. Logan feels nothing but hurt and remorse, he almost died too and he has a whole life full of pain that he is going to have to live with, it was not his intention to get drunk and kill someone, it was 4 kids having fun one night, it was Ashley and Logan who thought they were just going for a fun ride through town. It was nobodys fault. God took her away not Logan. And nobody is blaming Ashley for anything. What would there be to blame her for? I know that you are angry and need someone to blame but think about it, Ashley chose to hang out with them that night that must have been where she wanted to be, would she be putting Logan down and dissing his family if she was here right now. She considered Logan a friend, as Logan did her. We all have hearts too. If Logan had a choice he would have wanted to die and let her live, it wasn't his choice though, it was Gods. Believe me if we could all go back in time there would be so many things that we would all want to change, but you can't go back in time, the only thing you can do is live for the future and carry on Ashley's memories and keep her alive in your heart, if you feel you heart with blame for Logan where is the room for your love for Ashley. We are so sorry for what has happened, but lets leave the blame and hurtful words off of Ashley's condolences page... Would she really want that? Once again we are very sorry for your loss, and Ashley I know that God has a great plan for you.
Anonymous
Westernport, MD USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 09:21:26 (PST)
Ashley, I know you wanted to be a writer, but God has other plans for you. You can't finish living out your dreams, so I am dedicating my RN degree, hopefully if I get it, to you. You life on earth was short and you don't get to attend college, so I am doing it for you. My success will all be for you. I am so grateful that God gave me 15 years with you. Every moment of it I will carry with me for the rest of my life. I am just so sorry that you will miss out on falling in love, getting married and having a baby. But like I said God has bigger and better plans for you. I wouldn't trade the last 15 years for anything in the world. Even all those sisterly arguments we had. I may never understand why God chose to take your life, but everything happens for a reason. But the most important thing is the time you shared with everyone and the impact you made on everyone while you were with us. You will never be forgotten! Everyone will still continue to love you as they always have. We will all cherish the memories of you. I just thank God for the last few weeks of your life. For all the time you spent talking to me. Talking about all the things that have happened along life's' path. Laughing and joking around like we did. I still wait for you to knock on my door and see you standing there. Coming to me about something that has upset you. I will miss being able to help you through all your boyfriend problems. I will miss wiping away your tears when we are crying together. But know that I have every memory of you in my heart and mind and you will never be forgotten. You always have and always will hold a special place in my heart. We shared a bond and I think that's what always made us get over our arguments. Just know that I will always love you and you will be with me always. Just like Nancy said in her eulogy...A small part of you will continue to live on in me!
April Lease
Westernport, MD USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 22:13:19 (PST)
Hey, Ash!!!How are you up there?People miss you alot down here.I knew i never hardly knew you but i miss you alot.So give me a visit sometime.
Sarah Bostjancic <Sarah_Bostjancic_882@hotmail.com>
Pekin, Md USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 13:56:26 (PST)
I wrote once before and I am writing again. I knew Ashley and I knew Logan. I can't believe that Ashley died and it really isn't easy for any of us. Especially the family. I feel for you guys! I have lost a lot of people in my life. and i still feel pain.  When someone dies it is there time to go whether we want them to or not! No its not a good thing its a terrible thing but we have no control over it! Logan doesn't know about Ashley yet. Ashley was a great, loving and caring person. She will be missed by all of us.  You just have to remember Ash as the good times and as she was here. Ashley was a great person and she  is in a better place. Ash I miss you gurl you know who I am!! We all miss you! Save us a place up there gurl..
A FRIEND!!
MD USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 12:18:27 (PST)
Hey it's me again and i wanted to tell you i miss you so much that i feel like i have lost everything that truly matter to me like you. i am slow dying inside cause i miss you being around to put that smile on my face and i loved you as my sister which we are. My mom loved you and that was your second mom and your mom loved me as her second daughter. I miss the old times we get in trouble and the nights we went out and you stayed and i stayed with you. There's not a day that goes by that i don't miss you or drop a tear for hearing your name. I couldn't even believe you were gone R.i.P love keisha
Keisha Hartman <ThugAngel_052001@yahoo.com>
Rawlings, md 21557 - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 06:42:59 (PST)
Hey ashley it's me donald i wanted to say that i miss you and loved you dearly.I am still hurting from your loss and i hoped you know that you were truly an angel down here on earth amd always will be.Ashley i loved you and you were the only one i could come to talk about problems and you helped me out alot. I knew that you talked about keisha alot and you wanted me to be happy. Well i have found love and I'm in love with keisha and very happy with her and she has been strong for me and we both love you and miss you. Ashley i will miss you dearly and loved you! R.I.P LOVE YOU DONALD!!
Donald Woods <none>
Mount Storm, wv - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 06:37:53 (PST)
Its has been a while now. I really miss ya. You were always there for me. You were a great friend. The other day I was thinking about all the fun times we had when we were kids.Well Igot to be going Love Alway, Des
Destiney Symons
Westernport, MD USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 06:31:53 (PST)
Here is another one: It's called "Together Forever" Ashley we'll always be together forever no matter what happenes. Ashley we'll always be together forever no matter what way the wind blows. Ashley we'll always be together foeever no matter hoe bright the sun shines. Ashley we'll always be together forever no matter how far apart we are. Ashley we'll always be together forever what tasks need to be done. Ashley we'll always be together forever no matter hoe hard it rains. Ashley we'll always be together forever no matter how angry we are at each other. Ashley we'll always be together forever no matter how bad we feel. Ashley we'll always be together forever no matter... well don't worry we'll always be together forver!!!!! By:Alicia Willis I love and miss you Ashley!!!
Alicia Renee Willis(Ashley's sister) <Alicia_Billy_13@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 20:01:41 (PST)
Here is another poem I made up: It's called I Can See... I can see rain. I can see pain. I can see home. I'm not alone. I can see wind. I can see sin. I can see God. I dilike my pod. I can see air. I can see you there. I can see love... I can see you above. I can see sun. I can see you run. Well Ashley I can see you everywhere. I can see your hand. I can see your man. I am your number one fan!!!! Ashley I can see you, not phiscally, but mentaly. Your my pride and Joy. I love and miss you Ashley... Always will!!!
Alicia Renee Willis(Ashley's sister) <Alicia_Billy_13@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 19:49:31 (PST)
Ashley, Hello it's your favorite sister, I made a few poems about Ashley, Ashley was always making up poems I think she follows after our aunt Nancy. Anyway this is the first one I did and there all about Ashley and what has happened to her and things like that! This is my favorite one it is called "One Day Again" here it goes One day my life will end, One day your life will bend, Today or tomorrow never again.We may sometime meet again. He will suffer...forever and ever. She will not she'll have pleasure. She'll always be with God and not in her Pod. One day again.One day her life did end. And now I would like mine to end. We miss her dearly. She misses us to. She'll always be apart of you. Today or tomorrow...never again. Someday our life will end. Maybe not today... maybe not tomorrow...Whatever you do don't drown your tears in my sorrow. I will be back sometime or another. But please don't take away my little baby brother. He may die like my daring sister. Ashley's gone and not coming home. We have to stay stong... cause were all alone. I mad that up on the 24th of January. It reminds me of my sister. I am trying to be like her you see... she wanted to be a writer and I want to finish the job for her. She was very well done with her work!! here are some more I made up. Iwill right it on the next condolence love you Ashley, your lil sis, Alicia ( We All Love And Miss You Ashley!!!!!!!!!!)
Alicia Renee Willis(Ashley's sister) <Alicia_Billy_13@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 19:39:37 (PST)
Ashley hey it's me again!! Just wanted to say I LOVE YOU!! And I really, really, really, really, really, really, really miss you and LOVE you!! bye love your lil sis, Alicia
Alicia Renee Willis(Ashley's sister) <Alicia_Billy_13@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 18:50:47 (PST)
Ashley hey it's me again!! Just wanted to say I LOVE YOU!! And I really, really, really, really, really, really, really miss you and LOVE you!! bye love your lil sis, Alicia
Alicia Renee Willis(Ashley's sister) <Alicia_Billy_13@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 18:50:39 (PST)
Ashley hey it's me again!! Just wanted to say I LOVE YOU!! And I really, really, really, really, really, really, really miss you and LOVE you!! bye love your lil sis, Alicia
Alicia Renee Willis(Ashley's sister) <Alicia_Billy_13@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 18:50:25 (PST)
Ashley hello it is me again. Ashley I am so sorry I haven't been on in like a day or two!! So how is up there? Down here not so great, because we ALL miss you sooo much. Ashley even though it has been almost 2 weeks I still miss you and I always will!! It seems like a HUGE piece of my heart is missing and it is always going to be like that.  I have Ashley on my mind everyday every moment!! I STILL LOVE YOU LOTS!!! I promise that forever!! Love Always your lil sis, Alicia Please someone e-mail me if you would like too!! Just talk or whatever just give me a shout!! Alicia_Billy_13@hotmail.com(also at the top)
Alicia Renee Willis(Ashley's sister) <Alicia_Billy_13@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 18:32:42 (PST)
~*Ashley*~ Although I didn't get to know you as well as I would have, I still miss you. I come here every day and read all the new entries that people right to you. It's so sad because I don't understand why an innocent young lady like you had to go to Heaven! The other day, I was cleaning out my wallet and I found one of those sticker things you get done at the mall. It had you, me, and Andrew in it but it was taken a long time ago. It was nice to see that but it brought tears cause you are no longer with us. You seemed like such a sweet, nice, girl but unfortunately I didn't get to know you all that well. All we have left is the memories and pictures of you. Well I thought that I would drop a couple lines to ya Ashley! Take care and keep an eye on all of us down here! Have fun in Heaven and tell Lisa, Eddie, Jeff and Brittany that I said "hey and I miss em as well"! Alicia, I know that you don't know me but if you ever want to talk just e~mail me! I know times get rough but Ashley wouldn't want to see you like that! She is in Heaven now being your guardian angel! Take care and hang in there! Love and Miss Ya Ashley!
Julie Bryan <soccerfan_50@hotmail.com>
Luke, Md USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 14:39:06 (PST)
I am very sorry to hear about Ashley!! By reading this web-site I can see that she is well liked/loved person!! My friends from Tri-Towns EMS were on that call and they called me as they were leaving the scene and I was asked to pray for the family.  I have seen many condolences on this page saying that it was all in Gods Plan and his Will and that is true it is, that is what you need to focus on at this time. I may not know Ashley but I know what it is like to lose a close friend (Lisa and Eddie). Memories are Gods gift to you Cherish them..  Lets live our life to the fullest until that great day when Ashley will be standing at those pearly white gates with open arms and welcoming us.
Sorry for your loss!!!!
Milton, DE USA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 22:00:42 (PST)
I just wanted you let you know how much everyone is going to miss you, I'm so sorry we didn't get the chance to hang out more often, and that's my fault and I am so sorry. To your family I just want them to know that they are in my thoughts and I am so sorry about their loss. And to Alicia you are such a sweet girl and you were blessed with such a wonderful sister, I am so sorry that she was taking away from you so soon. Though I didn't know your family very well, if they ever need anything I will try to help them in anyway possible. I feel so bad that I didn't come to your funeral and I know it is selfish of me but I just don't feel that I am ready to bury someone my age and I really am sorry about that, I meant no disrespect toward you or your family. Ashley you're an awesome person. I know they always say GOD has a reason for everything he does but, I will never be able to understand why he took an innocent and wonderful person off this earth, when there are people who murder others and make other peoples lives miserable still running around. I guess this is just something nobody will ever understand. Ashley, I will miss you as will everyone else. LOVE YA.
Nikki Cavey <summer_child05@hotmail.com>
Rawlngs, MD USA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 13:09:00 (PST)
Its been nine days yet I still remember it like it was yesterday (I guess to me it always will be ) rain poured down as if it desperately needed to rid itself of all moisture as if the clouds felt that they had to ring out all the water that night that very night or else the world would come to a drastic end to me that "end" seemed to come anyway the streets were pools of water cars spinning out of control she never had a chance to grow up fifteen!! she was merely fifteen!!! too young to experience life on her own yet too old to have it spoon-fed to her she wanted to be independent a rebel she wanted to say that she had done it without her parents ever knowing but they found out 10:23pm (knock on the door) "I'm sorry ma'am" was the first words out of his mouth "your daughter was killed tonight in an accident" the world came to a halting stop and yet the room still managed to continue to spin "you don't know what you are talking about" "my baby . . . my baby, she's upstairs sleeping" frantically she ran up the stairs she was gone no where to be found its over she was identified it was really her a best friend to so many . . . her life stolen away I heard the next day full of disbelief I acted as if I never heard the words "lies . . . our school is so full of lies . . . its only a nasty rumor, you know how that is" was my reply to the news that soon became a reality to me shortly after I saw her lying . . . still no movementalthough I could have sworn that at any moment she was just going to rise up out of the baby blue bed that she rested in and bring peace to a room full of grief it didn't even look like her it wasn't her too long I glared at her questions running through my mind like a freight train at a speed to fast to comprehend "God, she was just a child. How could a life so young, be stolen so quickly? " He did not reply I got infuriated with Him she was a good kid just made a few bad choices I never thought they were severe enough to be punishable by death the next dayas I witnessed the casket that held the breathless body of my dear friend be lowered into the earth tears poured down my cheeks like rain out of heaven it was so cold that day I could feel the salty droplets dry hard on my face fifteen degrees I wondered for so long about the life of my friend I pondered this question so many times why shall the innocent die, while the murderers run free!?!? how come she never got to fulfill the "perfect" plan that we are all promised? it will take me a long time to understand the loss of my friend it will take me this long to realize that her plan was played out it is all summed up in this one word that often brings shutters to the bones of so many "lessons" her death was a lesson to all that she left behind that life is fragile there is no way that we can control who lives and diesall we can do is have faith that we will get through it good and bad are obvious and sometimes not so obvious right and wrong choices can determine life or death so it's time for us to wake up mourn no more for time will heal our broken hearts and one day there will be no more tears to cry I Miss you Ashley! I hope you like the poem!!
Ashley McDonald <ashleynic_05@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, Maryland USA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 11:02:48 (PST)
Hey Ashley, i did i want down gram's last night it was so hard to do. Me and dad and denny want to your house and i was hopiong you would jsut walk out of your room and talk to me, but i relized u was not there and never coming home. Your room was so DARK and your house was so quite(that does not sound like your house)cuz you ALWAYS had your music up loud and it was jsut so quite......i cant belive your gone..Why did it have to be you???...well i have to go now ok love you gurl..........I'll always love you and u'll always be with me.
Crysyal Wolfe <sexymommy16@hotmail.com>
Bloomington, Md USA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 10:44:54 (PST)
Well Ashley it's been a week and one day now. It's still really hard to accept.  Ashley, I love you so much girl! There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you and start to cry. I miss you girlie!! ~Ashley~
Ashley McDonald <ashleynic_05@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, MD USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 19:59:31 (PST)
Last week I sat at this same computer and typed a eulogy for my niece, Ashley. It is hard to believe that one week has passed since she suddenly left this world. For those who are on this web site and don't know who I am, I'm Ashley's Aunt. I wrote and read the poem "I'm Free" at her funeral. Every night I log on the computer to read the new messages were posted for that day. It is very touching to read all of the kind words that everyone is writing about Ashley. I must say that I don't know exactly how those of you in Westernport and the Tri-State area are feeling. I left the day of the funeral and I don't have to face the pain like you. I don't have the memories of Ashley in school, at the playground, at the Mall, downtown, dance class, girl scouts, in band, or at a party or a dance. I never saw her that much, because I never lived near Ashley. You see, she was born after I got married and moved out of the area. My only contact with Ashley was maybe 2 or 3 times a year and that was only for a few hours on each occasion. I would have a brief conversation with her once in awhile when I would call her Grandma's house (my Mother) and she would answer the telephone. My fondest memory of Ashley will be her infectious smile. She had a smile that could make you feel good even on your worse day. I will always picture her that way. I feel for you all because I won't have to face her loss until my next visit home. Since I live so far away, it just seems that I haven't seen her for awhile. When I come home I will wonder where she is and realize that she is gone. Continue to keep her memory alive and remember to always make good choices everyday. Please keep her family and friends in your prayers during this time of great sorrow. Ruth Ann - know that I love you and you are in my prayers.
Nancy L. Broadwater-Kroll
Bloomfield Hills, MI USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 11:58:42 (PST)
Hey Ashley... I didnt know you very well, but Me and Alicia are pretty close friends... I made a poem for you, and Nikol helped, even if she says she didnt, she really did. We miss you sooo much! In memory of You came into our lives 15 years ago But now you’re gone, We miss you so Why did it have to happen to you? Why couldn’t it be me, instead of you I guess it was just your time God needs you Apparently more than we do You’re in a better place, now We will be there someday, Make sure you stay and wait for us Cause’ we’ll be looking for you But until that day Remember we’ll always be missin’ you. We love ya… …In memory of ya. **Ashley N. Willis. -Tiffany Blubaugh
Tiffany Blubaugh
USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 11:03:04 (PST)
you helped me laugh you dried my tears because of you i have no fears together we live together we grow teaching each other what we must know you came in my life and i was blessed i luv you friend you are the best release my hand and say good-bye please my friend don't you cry i promise you this it's not the end 'cause like i said you're my friend Hope you like it. Love, Tiffany & Nikol
Nikol Vinci And Tiffany Blubaugh
USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 10:42:18 (PST)
May you find some comfort in knowing how many lives Ashley touched in her 15 years on this Earth. This web-site is proof of that. All of you, Ashley's family and friends, will work through this even though it will be so very painful. Help each other; love each other; remember the good times and hold each other up. Don't forget Ashley's Mom and Dad and sisters and brothers; they will hurt for the rest of their lives. Keep them in your thoughts and prayers and take the time to offer a kind word in the days, weeks and months ahead. To Ashley's Mom, Dad, and family: there are surely fond memories to hold close to your heart. Ashley is being taken care of. Try to hang together and help each other work through the pain. May God bless you in the days ahead. Feeling your pain in Keyser; I am so very sorry for your loss... Sincerely, John Dix
John Dix <johndix1959@msn.com>
Keyser, WV USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 08:49:07 (PST)
Hey Ashley, its has been 1 week and a few hours that you have been taken away from us. It's so hard to belive that you are gone. I hsve not been done at grama's sence tuseday (the day we buried you) i dont know if i can handle it going down there and your not there but i'm going to have to do it someday so i'm going to do it the next time mom plans on going down there. But i still can't belive that you was taken away from us SO SOON!!!! i know the boy that did this to you is going to have to live with te rest of his life and he's not like it. He'll wish he never drinked and drove the 4-wheeler. But i'll always be thinking of you. Oh, remember when we was younger and My Dad and April used to call me shorty, and you used to do it too, well April is starting it back up and Alicia is doing it too. but there is one more thing i want to write to you it's a poem that is good and everyone who reads it might like it so here it goes :*Near to the door* *he paused to stand* *as he took his class ring* *off her hand* *all who were watching* *did not speak* *as a silent tear* *ran down his cheek* *and through his mind* *the memories ran* *of the moments they walked* *and ran in the sand hand and hand* *but now her eyes were so terrible cold* *for he would never again* *have her to hold* *they watched in silence* *as he bent near* *and whispered the words..* *"I LOVE YOU" in her ear* *he touched her face and started to cry* *as he put on his ring and wanted to die* *and just then the wind began to blow* *as they lowered her casket* *into the snow....* *this is what happens* *to man alive.....* *when friends let friends....* *drink and drive.* I just thought it was a good poem cuz it kinda deals with what happen to you well Ashley i got to go now i'll be back later today or tomorrow............I love you
Crystal Wolfe <sexymommy16@hotmail.com>
Bloomington, Md USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 07:23:53 (PST)
Hi this is Alicia. Ashley's sister. I would like to thank everyone who has written on my sister's web-site. It has been a week yesterday. Ashley I miss you and I want you to know that I am always going to be here for you and I am always going to remember what has happened to you. Ashley was a great person. I really miss you Ashley. I still can't believe this happened to you, you were a fantastic person. You will always be in my heart. Our family misses you dearly and so do your friends and mine. I am really glad that you are in God's hands at this point. I just wish this did'nt happen so soon. It should'nt have happened to peirod!!! I'm glad you are my sister, people tell me I am so lucky but I never knew it until you were gone and not coming back. I feel like I can talk to you about anything even though you are not home with us I still feel like we are in your bedroom talking like we normaly do. But it hurts me that you are never coming back.!!! I pray that when I look up and talk to you that would talk back but you don't. I dream about you, I talk to you, I try my hardest to think that you are here with me. Ashley promise me that you will always be there for me and pray for me and look at me! I can't stand the fact that your not here with me. You were my pride and joy!! I charished you. I know I have told you that but I don't think you thought I meant it, but I did, and I still do. Every good thing that I do is for you. Always will be until I am up there with you. So please never forget that. That is my promise to you and always will be!!!! I know I can't do anything about you not being here with me, but please remember this I am always here for you if you need me.I am always going to be here no matter what nobody ever tell you different!! You had a lot of people that love you and care so much for you. I just wish you were down here with me and not up there. Up there is a great place but I need you more than God needs you, you are my sister. I don't think I can hang in there much longer. Well Ashley I'm going to go, but I'll be back tomorrow! I promise!!! Love you always, Your lil sister, Alicia Renee Willis
Alicia Willis(Ashley's sister) <Alicia_Billy_13@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 22:41:12 (PST)
Hello.. this is Nikol and Tiffany Its been almost one week and one hour since we lost Ashley...And we miss her more than ever. Just to think , that one week ago, she was alive,on this day, having the time of her life.Then something went wrong, and now shes left us..And the thought of her ,never coming back, just rips us apart.. Welp-love and sympathy out to all of you. Nikol & Tiffany
Nikol Vinci&Tiffany Blubaugh
USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 21:04:08 (PST)
Well I'm not sure where I would like to start! I guess I want ot take the time and thank Ashley for all the memories...everything fomr the cool book to "saturday night at th play ground" It was a pleasure getting to know you and becoming one of your friends! I'll never forget you and you'll always be in my heart!
Brandi Bittinger <brandibittinger05@hotmail.com>
Rawlings, md USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 20:50:17 (PST)
Hi, i didnt have the pleasure of knowing Ashley at all, but i read everything written and ashley you are so loved its unbelieveable, I dont know what happened exactly, but i found about this loss through Lisa Wades website,Your town has had a lot to deal with in the past, i know how that is believe me i do. i recently lost my best friend, and my concolences to all of Ashleys Friends and Family Sincerly *~*Cristy*~*
*~*Cristy*~* <PixieFireStorm@aol.com>
Oceanside, Ca USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 20:39:37 (PST)
Hey cus i hope i you are having fun up there at your new home and i hope you'll watch over me so i dont do something dumb..... but i got to say something it that its been almost 1 week u've been died its now 10:23 this time last friday u was having fun more an likly u was......but i miss you so much i just wish you was here right so we could be having fun together and just have a good time..... well i have to run now but i'll ALWAYS be thinking of you nomatter where i'm at or who i'm with or what i'm doing you'll ALWAYS be with me....I LOVE YOU GURL
Crystal Wolfe <sexymommy16@hotmail.com>
Bloomington, md USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 19:26:08 (PST)
Hey even tho i didnt know Ashley..one of my friends did and i'm really sorry.I only hope the best for her family and friends.
Kayla <sweet_thang169@hotmail.com>
Wartburg, TN USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 18:25:53 (PST)
i would like to say how sorry i am to here about ashelys death i didnt know her but reading this i felt very sad so i thought i should write something in it god rest her soul and grant her peace in heaven amean
Maria <smilerscfc@yahoo.co.uk>
Belfast, Northern Ireland - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 15:07:39 (PST)
Hey..Its Nikol once again. I was just wondering on,if anyone has any idea on how Login is doing?... Ashley-We miss you,and love you. My heart and deepest sympathy out to all of you. Nikol.
Nikol Vinci <Nikol_Denay_420@msn.com>
Lonaconing, Md. USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:01:40 (PST)
Hey, its me,Nikol,again. I just wanted to say that we I am here for anyone who needs me. Ashley Would like it so much to know that she has so many friends and family who care about her so much. Accepting this,is one of the worst things I will ever have to do. The memories of her are with me, and everyone else who loved her so dearly..Expressing my thoughts on this situation, is one thing I will *never be able to do. Its so hard.. Ashley-We miss you, love you, and care about you. If anyone needs anything, or just wants to talk, just email me. Love out, to all of you, Sincerely, Nikol D. Vinci.
NIKOL VINCI <Nikol_Denay_420@msn.com>
Lonaconing, Md. USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 07:41:15 (PST)
hey cus its mr Crystal here is a poem i found on the net and it just made me cry here it is : I want to cry now I really do Im so sad and so blue my cusin passed on friday It made my family cry She had to go sometime But why now god, why? Now we cant even talk Or hug or kiss or even laugh Im okay for now Im gonna miss her so But i told her once ill tell her again I'll love you until the end the love lives on I'll miss you so much Fly to heaven now Ashley You've got your wings I'll get mine also some day R.I.P Ashley I hope you like the poem cus, well i ahve to run now .......... but i want to know that i'm going to miss you lots and everyone love you more then u well ever know ........bye for now.love you
Crystal Wolfe <sexymommy16@hotmail.com>
bloomington, md USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 06:58:04 (PST)
Ashley, Hey!! I just wanted to say hi!, and tell you that everybody misses you, my friend Erin really misses you, I wish I could help her, but I know I can't, only time will do it, and I know you would want her to be happy. My prayers are with you,a Ashley,a dn your family members!! We Miss You, Ashley!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jessica
Lonaconing, Md USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 06:34:07 (PST)
ashley,we all miss you, and you family an friends. Alicia laid a rose on your grave, from mckenzie. Hope you have fun in your new home with the man who cares most, we all care for you and we all miss you dearly.we all love you.you would reall like all the flowers and cards from the people who care and peple who didnt bring flowers still care for you. Nobody will ever forget about you and what happened to you that night. Even though we didnt hang out much i still cared for you and always will. Watch over your family and friends. My dad really cared for you and he liked you a lot. You have a lot of friends and family who miss you. we will alwayas be there for you and wacth over you. please do the same for us. we love and miss. and we will never ever forget about you, love always, Billy Wilt
billy wilt
westernport, md USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 20:40:40 (PST)
Ashley, I want you to know that you will always be with me and never give up hope in your new home. You have loved one's here that need protection from you. I will try my best to remember the fun times we had. Like dancing and being with our friends.Also I will remember the bad times like when i asked to go with you to your friends house with you and you would always say "Do you have to be stuck up my butt all the time!!" I never really knew how much I loved it when you yelled at me until you were gone and never coming back. I miss you yelling at me and the way you always said "do you have to be stuck up my butt all the time. you will always be with me and not only me but my friends and yours. Im sorry I didnt get to tell you that Katie Sloan said hey and Im SORRY YOU DIDNT GET TO SEE NIKOL BEFORE YOU DIED AND ALSO IM SORRY YOU DIDNT GET TO SEE ME. I miss you please remember the good times we had I LOVE YOU ASHLEY AND MISS YOU THANKS TO EVERONE WHO HAS WRITTEN THANKS TO LISA MOM NIKOL VINCI.KATIS SLOAN,KATRINS MCGREEVY,AND JENNIFER DUNLAP AND EVERONE!! THANKS ASHLEY WOULD REALLY LIKE IT FRON YOU GUYS! LOVE YOU ALWAYS ASHLEY: ALICIA RENEE WILLIS(ASHLEY'S sister)
Alicia Willis <Alicia_Billy_13@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 19:50:26 (PST)
Sending Our heartfelt condolences to Ashley's family. May the memories of Ashley comfort your souls and fill your hearts with joy. There is nothing worse than losing a child and yet all we can say is sorry.... From the bottom of our hearts, we share your pain even thousands of miles away you touch our hearts, Fly free little Angle.....Fly Free....................(Friends of April&Chad) Our sincere sympathies....
DWAYNE & STACEY BILLETT <logan_unknow@hotmail.com>
Chatham.Ont, Canada - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 18:58:23 (PST)
Dear Ruth & Family, My husband Dave and I live in NJ...(I worked with your sister Nancy when she and Steve lived in NJ many years ago.) Nancy called today with the horrible news, and I just wanted to express how sorry we are for your loss. I can't imagine what you're going through...what your entire family is going through. Obviously I didn't know Ashley, but for this to happen to such a young girl who had her whole life ahead of her, it's just not fair...(and from what others here are saying about her, she was a lovely girl.) Please know that we're thinking of you. Again, we're VERY sorry...
Michele & Dave Thibaut
NJ USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 18:54:20 (PST)
To Everyone.Alicia,Ashley,Austin,April,Amber,Autumn,Ruth Ann,Frank,and the rest of their loved ones, close friends,and family. . Ashley was one of my close friends.Alicia is one of the best friends I have ever had. Nothing will ever change that. After reading what all of you have written, I never relized,how much can happen,and how many friends that are there. Even when the going gets tough, I want to be there for all of you. No where in my heart do I find this at all fair. No where in my heart do I ever find the courage to forgive who is responsible for this. I have cried myself to sleep since Friday night. As a matter of fact, Alicia was at my house,friday night,when we got the news, and we never got any sleep. 3 hours tops. What I can not get over, is how RUDE and IGNORANT some people can be! The rumors that get spread around, just rip the insides of me,out. Today, Me , Alicia, And Megan O'haver were VERY upset, and our teacher was generous enough to let us go. So..we went and talking to some people about it. Talking really does help. I know some people may be like me,and not want to talk about things, but when there is something there to talk with, just talk. Things work out so much better. I will never be able to get over this. I have not accepted this,yet.In which I know I will have to accept it,one way or another. One day,or another. But It soo hard. Its just so hard. You never relize how much you have, and who you have, until they are gone. And when their gone, you know, they arent coming back. Seeing her that day, was like being stabbed with knives,over and over, again. To know, I lost one of my closest friends.. Is one of the worst things I have ever felt. My deepest sympathy goes out to all of you. And Alicia, I have one more thing to say, Me,Tiffany Blubaugh,Kristina Nolan,Megan O'Haver, and the rest of your best friends,..are ALL here for you. If you ever need anything, You know my/our number(s) And that goes as to the family and friends, also. If any of you need anything, or just want to talk, you know my number, and my email.. Just say so. Best wishes-deepest sympathy-out to all of you. God Bless You! We Miss You Ashley ! There is always going to be a place in my heart for you.
NIKOL VINCI <Nikol_Denay_420@msn.com>
Lonaconing, Md USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 17:12:22 (PST)
To Ruth Ann, Frank,Alicia and Austin, When I was lucky enough to find Jimmy and we were married I knew I found a great family to be a part of. My daughter Heather and I were treated so good by this family and have been for almost 2 years. I was not fortunate to be with Ashley as much as I would have liked to but I do have a few memories I would like to share with you. One of those times was the Broadwater reunion last summer, we had a band there and Ashley danced and danced, and very well I may add! And over the summer she came over to the pool at her grandparents house to swim with us. And the last memeory I have with her was on Christmas day, we were all at her grandparent's and they put in a video of Christmas when Ashley was just 3 years old, and she was laughing about herself, she was darling with little barrettes in her hair and a little pink coat on. She was talking and she commneted on how funny she sounded. Alicia and Ashley was laughing and having a good time seeing her opening gifts and having fun, I know there are many memories that each one has. Ashley had some problems, but don't we all? She was a very pretty, and was always very polite and nice to me. She is now one of God's angels, watching over us. I pray for you all in the days ahead. Keep close to God. He is always there for you! Love, Debbie
Debbie Broadwater <none>
Westernport, MD USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 16:00:08 (PST)
I barely knew ashley. we weren't the greatest of friends at first....and i got the chance to know her a lil better one night. from what i know ashley was a very nice girl she was pretty funny too. and i know alicia pretty good now and Ashley, she misses u SO much! my heart goes out to all u people who knew her very well and were good friends with her...and especialy her family. alicia...hang in there!
Katie Sloan
USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 15:56:34 (PST)
To Ashley's friends and other family members I just want to say I am so sorry for what happened, and I am here if any of you need to talk. I know I havent been a part of the family that long, but since my mom married Ashleys uncle Jimmy I have been wanting to get closer to all of you. I never really got a chance to talk to Ashley that much when I saw her, but I wish I would have now! They say theres a reason for everything, but why would there be a reason for such a sweet, innocent girl to have her life taken away so suddenly? Well atleast we all know she is in a good place now, and that she can rest in peace! If anyone needs to talk or needs a friend dont hesitate to email me...thank you and god bless!!!
Heather Smith <darkpryncess83@aol.com>
Keyser, WV USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 15:50:57 (PST)
ASHLEY...........Hey im going to try to write to you every day. iloved you very much. and i miss you more than you can emagin. i hope you liked the poem i wrote you. i tryed to make it as best as i could. you know for a fact that that came from all my heart.im running out of things to write you already .well im going to go till tomarrow. ILOVE AND MISS YOU. LOVE ERIN
Erin Steele <volleyball_girl20022003>
lonaconing, md USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 13:51:42 (PST)
Ashley, hey gurl sup? me n2m here ,bu trying to figure out why it had yo be you to leave us.Down here on earth you were a true angel and i can remember all the memories me and you had and we were tight. We both loved each other as sista's and we acted like it. I can't belive we talked that firday a couple hours earlier and we were gonna get to do something on saturday and i can't belive the news i was hearing. It hit me so hard and i really miss you gurl and loved you. I can remember me and you would always followed each other as in you would get in trouble and i would be right behind ya or the other way around and then our friendship grew tighter and our family was like your other mother and yours was my mother! I WILL MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I LOVE YOU ! R.I.P LOVE YA SISTA! I SEE YA WHEN IT COMES TIME FOR ME!
Keisha Hartman <ThugAngel_052001>
Rawlings, md USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:59:47 (PST)
Ashley , hey girl i miss u so much , i try not to cry but i can't hold it back. I wish i could see u one more time so i could say good bye. I felt so bad when it happend cuz i didn't talk to u for about 6 or 7 months and i wish i had. I would take your place any day if i could , so your family and friends could have u back. WE MISS U GIRL!!!! ILL SEE U SOON!!!
joshua lee delawder <bad_boy0698@hotmail.com>
westernport, md USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 19:50:12 (PST)
Ashley- man oh man....i can't believe this happened. Looking back at everything we did i regret not talking to you lately. We had so much fun. Staying at you grandma's house and going to the court. Eating frozen yogurt...I really miss you and hope that you know that. I remember being stranded at the football game because your mom didn't set her alarm to pick us up so we had to find a ride late at night! Oh boy what a night that was. I just don't know how to believe that your gone and it's hard to even think about what all we have been through...Lord knows it's been a lot. I hope your happy and i love and miss you a bunch. ~ Nikki
Nikki Lynette Boyce <clear_rainbow_15@hotmail.com>
westernport, md USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 19:22:29 (PST)
Wow. I really don't even know where to start. When I heard the tragic news, I really couldn't grasp it. I just couldn't believe that the girl we all loved to tease, (Gym-6th Grade), was gone. I remember Ashley's laugh. Out of everything, I remember that infectious giggle. As time went on, and all of us grew up-Ashley and I drifted apart from being the friends we once were. I didn't really know Ashley the last few years of her life-and all I can really do is regret that. I cannot believe that one of the "original 6th graders" is gone. It took the shock of Ashley's funeral to totally accept that. It's unreal. My heart goes out to family, close friends, and everyone else who might've shared memories with Ashley. I know I have quite a few, and that giggle is one I won't forget for my entire life.
Katie Barnard
Frostburg, MD USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 18:29:19 (PST)
ASHLEY NICOLE WILLIS(3/7/87-1/17/03) Well Ash its been 6 terrible days since you left us. Its still hard to believe i can't believe ill never again hear you say "What's Up, Ash?" One of the things i hate most about this is i didnt get to say goodbye! To Alicia gurl its not your fault! It may seem that way but its not. No one knows the time or day they will die. About you setting Ashley up with Chinke, you didn't know something terrible would happen the next day. I know in the Bible it says all things God does He does for a reason but WHY ASHLEY?!?! Better Go I Miss You Ashley, and im always thinking about you!!
Ashley McDonald <ashleynic_05@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, MD USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 18:27:03 (PST)
I feel truly blessed to be able to say that I knew Ashley and to have had her in my life as a good friend and classmate. she always knew how to brighten someones day and I feel like I am a better person for having known her. To say she will be truly missed every day is a great understatement! Luv You Ashley!
Ashley McDonald <ashleynic_05@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, MD USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 18:08:08 (PST)
ASHLEY NICOLE WILLIS(1987-2003) Ashley.........It has been six days..... i still can't belive it's real....... so im going to write down a poem to show how i feel. As soon as i herd i was in shock.When i found out it was really true i cryed alot. Im still crying now even as i write.Even though your in a better place it still wasen't right.You just came back in to my life about a year and a half ago.......now you have been taken away, and why i still do not know.You were one of the best friends i ever had, you were always so bright and glad.It's been so sad .....but all we can do is miss you really bad.It makes me to know i will never get to say good bye only hello. Now i will never be able to see that smile.The one that brightened up a room when ever you walked in .That is a smile i never will forget.You are a person i never will forgt I will miss you foever and always .i loved you girl like you wouldent emagen....you were the one true friend i ever had, when i was sad you made me happy. i love you so much...................WE WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS.... MADE WITH ALL MY HEART AND LOVE. I KNOW IVE SAID IT A MILLION TIMES BEFOR BUT I REALLY LOVE AND MISS YOU.
Erin Steele <volleyball_girl20022003>
lonaconing, md USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 18:00:43 (PST)
This condolence is for Alicia, because I'm sure you'll be back to read what everyone has written for and about your sister Ashley. I know you don't know me and that's okay, I just wanted to comment on your condolence on here that I read earlier today. I was touched by your note and I hurt with you and for you as I read it. I know how you are feeling. Actually, no, I don't know how you are feeling. I lost my daughter Lisa two years ago, so I know the pain of losing a child that I love with all my heart. But I've never lost a brother or sister, so I guess I don't know EXACTLY how you're feeling, but I can relate because I know how Lisa's death affected her sisters. I remember you saying about touching her body and screaming at her to wake up. I know that you're hurting and angry and sad and heartbroken and probably a lot of things that I haven't even thought of. And that's okay. You're going to feel those things, and don't let anyone tell you that you can't or shouldn't. Take time to feel bad. But eventually, let yourself heal. Treasure your memories of all the fun times with your sister, and let them put a smile back on your face. We, at this house, feel best when we are laughing about all the silly goofball things that Lisa always did. That works better for us than any pity party we ever had. Yes, we still get sad, and we still cry. But we try not to be so consumed with our grief that we can't live and enjoy life. That's what Ashley would want you to do. And also, you mentioned feeling bad for setting Ashley up with her boyfriend, and now he is hurting too. Look at it this way... You gave him the pleasure of getting to know your sister, even if for a short time, and now he has his own special memories of her as well. Take care. If you need to talk, write me anytime (lawade@hotmail.com) Lois Wade
Lois Wade <lawade@hotmail.com>
Swanton, MD USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 16:57:55 (PST)
Hey cus,(its me Crystal) i know i wrote you once before but its so hard to belive that your gone. Now that they have this web page for you i'll be coming here more. I was reading what some of your frineds had wrote to you and i started to cry I just wish u was here right now but i guess not all of our wishes come true, but i hope you are having fun up there in heaven(I guess god needed a god dancer so he chose to you take and i know you'll be the best dancers theres is up there in heaven) But i'll make sure alicia and austin are taken cares of and noone picks on them when i'm around and if i aint i'm sure someone well cuz you was always there for them but now its someone eles turn to take care of them............well i got to run now i'll wrote u in a few days ok.........oh by the way nothing well EVER be the same with out you bye i love you with all my heart gurl
Crystal Wolfe <sexymommy16@hotmail.com>
bloomington, md USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 16:21:13 (PST)
Hey cus,(its me Crystal) i know i wrote you once before but its so hard to belive that your gone. Now that they have this web page for you i'll be coming here more. I was reading what some of your frineds had wrote to you and i started to cry I just wish u was here right now but i guess not all of our wishes come true, but i hope you are having fun up there in heaven(I guess god needed a god dancer so he chose to you take and i know you'll be the best dancers theres is up there in heaven) But i'll make sure alicia and austin are taken cares of and noone picks on them when i'm around and if i aint i'm sure someone well cuz you was always there for them but now its someone eles turn to take care of them............well i got to run now i'll wrote u in a few days ok.........oh by the way nothing well EVER be the same with out you bye i love you with all my heart gurl
Crystal Wolfe <sexymommy16@hotmail.com>
bloomington, md USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 16:21:02 (PST)
Ashley, Hey I can't believe you're really gone! I know we didn't always get along but friends always have fights. I wish you were here now. Things aren't the same! I'll never forget much better you made English class! And the way you used to yell at Billy for the fun of it! You always made English class interesting! (To Ashley's family, Im so sorry about your loss! Im not gonna "i know how you feel" Because i don't know it is to lose a child or a sibling but i do know how it feels to lose a friend. I know thats the hardest thing ill probably ever have to deal with. Last year (November 2001) I lost my friend Roy Wright I hadn't talked to him for years but it still hurt. Now I lost a close friend. I can honestly say nothing in my life has been harder to deal with then this!) "Those who are worn out and crushed by this mourning, let your hearts consider this:this is the path that has existed from the time of creation and will exist forever. Many have drunk from it and many will yet drink As was the first meal, so shall be the last. May the master of comfort comfort you. Blessed are those who comforts the mourners." Well Ash, I love and miss you!!!
Ashley McDonald <ashleynic_05@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, MD USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 15:29:08 (PST)
hope you have a great time and have a fun life up there in heaven ash!!!We all miss you!!!Even your friends at the high school
keisha <shaggygirl89@hotmail.com>
lonaconing, md USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 15:21:56 (PST)
I never got to be great frieneds with Ashley but I knew enough about her. She was a great person and a great friend. My love is out to her friends and family... But most of all Ashley we all will love and miss you! I hope to see you up there one day!!
Ashlee <Ashlee_D_Robertson@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, MD USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 14:34:09 (PST)
I didn't really know Ashley that well but i did know her brother and sister.If she knew me and i knew her we could probably be great friends. Ashley you will alwayz be here with us in our hearts!!!
Keisha <shaggygirl89@hotmail.com>
lonaconing, md USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 14:04:04 (PST)
I never knew her, but she seems like she was a great person, and for everyone who knew her I'm sorry, about what happen, and hope that time will heal your hearts!
Meghan Shears <fire_eyes2004@hotmail.com>
Keyser, WV USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 13:50:47 (PST)
Ashley Nicole Willis 1987-2003 It has been six days already and I still can't believe it's real,So i'm going to try to put down on paper, everything i'm forced to feel. They all told me "you'll love her" "she's a crick rat too" I guess they were right because as soon as I met you, I already knew. We had everything in common, We had the same sense of style, Remember that night we were bored so we walked in 16 degree weather for like a mile?? You were so very beautiful,and I trusted you with my life, I know you're in a far better place than me, It's just hard to get my mind right. School's not the same, it lacks your pretty smile, Ronnie never changes though, he really misses you but that boy's wild! He says you were going to have his baby and all the usual stuff, Still hittin on all the ladies, He'll NEVER grow up. The class lacks your outgoing personality, You were ALWAYS so happy,I just can't grasp the concept that you rolled out without me. Forever in my heart i'll cherish the week we were inseperateable, Everything was bangin', and then came the inevitable. It seems everytime something good comes along, Someones right behind to take it away, Now you're gone. Chisel Doll I miss you, and eventually time will make all the pain go away, Rest in peace sweetheart, I'll always love you forever in a day!! I miss you Ash trizel, you were my road dawg, so much like me it scared me 4 real. I can't believe how one phone call could have changed it all, one phone call. I'm sorry that I wasn't there 4 u gurl. I'm sorry! My condolences to your family. If you need anything i'm here especially for my sweetie Alicia. I love you gurl! Rest in peace Trizel! Katrina McGreevy
Katrina McGreevy <Upsydaizium@AOL.com>
Lonaconing, MD USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 13:26:05 (PST)
hey we all miss u and we dont play in gym without because its not fun any more well i love u
shannon snyder <shannon_snyder21539@hotmail.com>
lonaconing, md USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 13:17:29 (PST)
hey its me again just here crying because i miss u so much i wish u were still alive so we could be better friends
shannon snyder <shannon_snyder21539@hotmail.com>
lonaconig, md USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 13:15:40 (PST)
Ashley, my life will never be the same without u. i miss all the good times we had. noone could ever be the best friend to me that u were. we had our good and bad times but it never matter we were always best friends. i spend alot of time cryin and thinkin of u. i hate myself for the fact when u called mom wen. and told her to have me call i didn't if i only knew 2 days later i would be losin my best friend i swear i would have spent every last wakein minute with you, i will never forget u. i miss u everyday. i promise i will take care of your sister :) i know u would want me too. and the promise u made me make *if u died* i swear i will keep it u know what it was. i love u babygurl always and forever. alicia if u need anything please call me i will always be here for u. ashley lives in u babygurl. love u so much all my love ashley's best friend jennifer dunlap muir!
Jennifer <sexxy_me59@hotmail.com>
Keyser, WV USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 12:56:01 (PST)
I miss you ashley I wish you could be here with us today.Alicia if you want to talk call me or e_mail me love ya. I will pray for you and your family.
megan windle your friend <meganwindle@hotmail.com>
westernport , md USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 19:42:23 (PST)
To my dearest sister, I love and miss you, our WHOLE family does and I would like you to know that you will always be in my heart and I will NEVER forget about what happened to you. I blame myself (only if you would have gone to our school dance you would still be here) I blame myself because while I was dancing at the dance you were on your way to a better place. I still think that right HERE is a good enough place for you, here with me and Mom and Dad and Frank and April and Crystal and Grandma and Pap and all of our family. We will always remember you and we will always remember what happened to you that night. Chinkster(Ashley's boyfriend) was there and so was Jennifer Dunlap(Ashley's best friend) and a lot of your friends who deeply care for you as well as my friends. To the people out there, my sister was not a bad person she had her problems but who doesn't? She was my sister as well as my BEST FRIEND. I cry myself to sleep thinking of her. I want to thank everyone who showed up at her viewings and her funeral. She would have been so thankful. What really gets me is when I went up to see her yesterday(01-20-03) many of my friends and hers were there helping me out. What got to me was I felt her arm and she was so stiff and then I realized she was my sister and I had to accept the fact that she wasn't coming back home. I put my hand on her hands and she was so cold I was shaking her hands yelling WAKE UP...WAKE UP, then that's when it sunk in... I lost my SISTER and my BEST FRIEND. I called her names and that got her mad and upset, I never really knew how much I missed her until she was gone.FOREVER. I wish every night that she would come back. I never got to say "Goodbye". The last time I saw her was that morning, we were in the bathroom getting ready for school and I said to her " I don't want you to get locked up again and she said "aww" then I PROMISED her that I would be down there at her bus stop (waiting for her bus to come pick her up) and I was getting my stuff ready to stay at my friend Nikol house. When I got down there she was gone that was the last time I saw her. walking out the door to go to school. Then thata night Nikol and me were getting ready for the dance and she called she said "Am I alowed to go to the dance " I said " no" because our princepal would'nt let her go and she was bummed out that she could'nt go. Then we were talking for a while and she said "well im going to get off here" I said ok, well i guess I'll talk to you later" she said "ok bye" I said Bye". I never got to talk to her later and I never got to say goodbye to her in person. This what I'm saying may hurt a lot of people and it hurts me to. I had to live it. This is something I will never forget and something I don't want to forget as long as she is always with me and never leaves my side that MAY help. The day before this awlful thing happened I got Ashley and Randy Marchinke to go out and if I would have known this was going to happen I woul'nt have,because then it PROBABLY would'nt have hurt him as bad as it did, I know it would have hurt him but, his girlfriend died. I remember our sister April wanted me to go over my house and find numbers of her friends. I was ok until I walked in her bedroom. Right when I put my foot in her room I started to cry, I put my head in a whole that she put in her wall over one of her boyfriends I put my head in that whole and started crying. I said to Nikol "I'm sorry Nikol I can't do it...I can't do it, I just can't do it. I said " Nikol will you come in here with me and she did. I'm glad i had a friend with me. I dont see how my mom can stand it sleeping over there at my house. I have'nt slept over there at all since I found out about my sister's death. When I found the courage to go in my house, I got a shower today to get ready for her funeral (I have been getting showers everywhere but my house) so I did. The day she died I got a shower and she got a bath and when I went in and got a shower at my house she was'nt there. We talked while we were bathing. That hurt me I was crying in the shower. Everyone who came I am thankful and she would be to. I am going to close this and say " Ashley everyone is here for you. We all miss you, and care about you. I just wish you were here. You will ALWAYS be my my heart and mind, and the same as every one else. Thank you for reading this and PLEASE remember my lovly SISTER. Thank you, Alicia Renee Willis (ASHLEY'S sister) She will ALWAYS be with us!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU ASHLEY!!!!!!!!!! AND ALWAYS WILL!!!
Alicia Renee Willis(Ashley's sister) <Alicia_Billy_13@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 19:38:05 (PST)
ashley,i started eckert 2 weeks ago. i dint know anyone but u came up and introduced yourself and were always nice and sweet to me.You always had a big smile on your face.I wish i had more time 2 get to know you, but i know that u are in a better place because you are a good person.U will be missed by many.
j pifer <ekkopifer@hotmail.com>
cumberland, md USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 18:47:18 (PST)
Ashley, I will miss you! I just couldn't believe this. It was a shock to all of us. We will miss you! I love you lots but I know you are in a better place.And too the family I will be praying and just to let you know i am here for you. I love everyone of you guys. We love you Ashley!!!!!!! Crystal
Crystal McCarty <my_littlebaby69@hotmail.com>
Keyser, WV USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 18:23:05 (PST)
Hey cus, its me Crystal even know its been a few days you've been gone i miss you so much, its hard to belive that you are gone, Tracey says "Hi". We know you are in a better place now then u was before. When i get upset i'll just think of the fun times we had when we was younger(always fighting and getting in trouble together....etc) but you'll be greatly missed by your frineds and most of all your family............i know one day we'll be together once agian.... i know i've said this once before but i'm going to say it again its so hard to belive that your gone..............i love you gurl
Crystal Wolfe <sexymommy16@hotmail.com>
Bloomington, md USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 17:48:31 (PST)
Ashley, I know I've already wrote to you once, but i just wanted to say that it's been a pleasure knowing you. The impact that you made in my life has been incredible. At your funeral today, I thought that I was gonna be just fine but as your aunt read the poem about "I'm Free". It tore me apart inside and I tried to hold back the tears but I couldn't. As I began to cry, I heard everyone else in the room crying. I thought that I would be alright but all day I have been thinking of you. It'll be different without you. You were an awesome friend. You will be missed deeply by not only me but by your family and friends. I love you, Ashley.
Tyler Clayton <Max3377@hotmail.com>
Luke, Md USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 17:26:37 (PST)
Sending my heartfelt condolences to Ashley's family. May your memories of Ashley offer you some comfort. My sincere sympathies....
Kathy Young
Lonaconing, MD USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 17:20:49 (PST)
god girl i miss u so much and all i do is cry even know we had our ups and downs i always was ur friend.god girl its sad not seeing you in school..i wish you could here me because i wanted to tell u that i miss u soo bad.. but hey i know u are watching over us every day that passes by..girl i didn't even get to say good bye to you..ashley please watch over me and tell me not to do the wrong things..well i'll end here i love and miss u
shannon snyder <shannon_snyder21539@hotmail.com>
lonaconing, md USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 16:51:21 (PST)
Ashley, we will miss you so much. I know that we drifted apart in high school, but I never forgot you and never stopped caring, I wish we would have stayed in touch. I will always remember you and the good times we had. We love you!
Tara Morris <tara_morris13@hotmail.com>
Westernport, MD USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 16:22:57 (PST)
Ashley, Hey!! I was really upset to hear that you are gone, I couldn't believe what I heard. I wish we could have got to know each other better, I remember last year, you always came into french with a smile on your face, and you made us all laugh. Everybody knows that you are in a better place now. I would like to give out my prayers to Ashley's family. We will miss you, Ashley.
Jennifer Beeman <jenniferbeeman@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, Md USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 15:35:40 (PST)
Hey Ashley..Wow im kinda speechless..Im not sure where to start..i know we may not of talked a whole lot but i remember out conversations when we did.. You always knew how to cheer a person up and brightin the class with your beautiful smile and humor...You were a great person and we will all miss you. THis is my second time signing one of these things.Its hard and there are so many words going through my head i dont really know what to put. Tell Brittany i said hey and that i love her and the rest of the crew.To her family, i know how u must be feeling right now but my heart goes out to the whole family..Ill miss you Ashley..
Misty Galbraith <weirdgurl69@hotmail.com>
barton, md USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 14:51:59 (PST)
I have known Ashley for awhile and i miss her so much..I love her like she was my own sister since I don't have one of my own.Ashley was a great friend~!i will miss her so much..she had a great life,but she is in a better place now and i hope to see her again in heaven..she will be a beautiful angel waiting for all of us to reunite.To the parents and family,i know this is great heartbreak,i am sorry and i hope you all feel better after awhile..it will take awhile to sink in,but we will all remember her of how she was and how she will become greater in heaven.I love ashley and i will miss her foever and always..Love to the family also!
Joleen Smith <survivorgirl_05@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, MD USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 14:40:15 (PST)
I have known Ashley for awhile and i miss her so much..I love her like she was my own sister since I don't have one of my own.Ashley was a great friend~!i will miss her so much..she had a great life,but she is in a better place now and i hope to see her again in heaven..she will be a beautiful angel waiting for all of us to reunite.To the parents and family,i know this is great heartbreak,i am sorry and i hope you all feel better after awhile..it will take awhile to sink in,but we will all remember her of how she was and how she will become greater in heaven.I love ashley and i will miss her foever and always..Love to the family also!
Joleen Smith <survivorgirl_05@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, MD USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 14:38:47 (PST)
ASHLEY....Hey i miss you girl. remember all the fun time we had in gym last year.......i still cant belive your gone i cry every time i relize im never going to get to see you agin.i loved you like you were my own sister i will always miss you. and remember i will see you when i get to heaven. im sure you make a bueatful angle...........To ashleys family i am sorry for your loss i know how it feels but remember she is with god in a better place now. ill always love you girl.
Erin Steele <volleyball_girl20022003>
lonaconing, md USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 14:16:11 (PST)
ashley was a loveable person i will miss her alot she was sweat and nice she said to me that she wanted to hug me and love me and squeeze me and hold me that is the last thing she said to me.:(
thomas w iman <scoop142000@hotmail.com>
cumberland, md USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 12:46:40 (PST)
god girl i cant beleave your gone we all are at school and to day i come to see you waiting for you to walk throw the doors of school but yetb i havent seen you i still wait and forever i will i will miss you girl truley miss you i wish you didnt have to go it isnt your time but you are in a better place i hope thatb you watch over everyone who loves you and when they go to do something wrong stop them everyone loves and misses you if you were here today to see how many people are missing you you would be happy and know that you were loved you will always be renmemebered i love yougirl
delores <Thug_Girl215022hotmail.com>
westernport , md USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 12:13:02 (PST)
ashley will be missed by me by you guys by everyone ashley was a happy girl at least what i saw she always smiled it mde me smile she lite up th room every where she went she will always be remembered and her spirt will always be free im sorry for your loss if ever you need some one to talk to even know you dont know me heres my /# 301-359-0710
delores crawford <Thug_Girl21502@hotmail.com>
westernport, md USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 11:53:37 (PST)
dear Ashley, school is not the same without you all we do is wait to see if u come through the doors everyone said that they miss u and love u but i know ur in a good place now so watch over us okay well i love ya ashley
shannon snyder <shannon_snyder21539@hotmail.com>
lonaconing, md USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 11:50:59 (PST)
dear Ashley, school is not the same without you all we do is wait to see if u come through the doors everyone said that they miss u and love u but i know ur in a good place now so watch over us okay well i love ya ashley
shannon snyder <shannon_snyder21539@hotmail.com>
lonaconing, md USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 11:48:14 (PST)
Ruth, I am so sorry about what happened and if I can do anything to help let me know. I didn't know Ashley that well because it has been quite a few years since I have seen you guys and the only thing I can say it that I was so sorry to hear what happened. Just remember that there are angles here to help us through our tough times. Please let me know if there is anything I can do. My number is 355-8822
Cathy (Kitzmiller) Tasker <zeekndew@hotmail.com>
Keyser, WV USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 11:17:49 (PST)
My heart goes out to all of the family who must be feeling pain beyond the imagination. Take comfort knowing that heaven is indeed a better place!
Terry Morris <morriste@msd.edu>
Frederick, Md USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 09:49:42 (PST)
Ashley, your were a great friend, I will keep you in my heart forever.. you will be sadly missed.
Sarah Shockey <blue_paintchips@hotmail.com>
Lonaconing, MD USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 08:52:39 (PST)
Ruth,& Family,What a terrible tragedy.We are praying for you and your family.Ashley you will be missed dearly.Love,Jeannie Windle & family
Jeannie Windle <windle@alleganyinternet.net>
westernport, md USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 08:42:34 (PST)
ashley i will miss you, if ther is a way i could go back i would tell you not to get on that bike. westrenport will not be the same with out you.i can't beleve your dead.i will always love.
adam windle <adam_windle@hotmail.com>
westrenport, md USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 08:32:17 (PST)
Dear Ruth Ann and family, Please accept our heartfelt condolences at this difficult time. If we can be of any help to you, please don't hesitate to call us. Judy & Joe McGowan
judy mcgowan <jmcgowan@pennswoods.net>
Westernport, md USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 08:15:57 (PST)
Ashley I will miss you lots. You were like a daughter to me and you were my daughter, Jennifers best friend. I will always remember your smile and all the good and bad times that I was here for you that you have went through. Life isn't always fair but I know you are in a happy place in heaven and no more sorrow will come your way. Doves are truly God's birds as you said only a week ago when you were at my house and I am sure you are surrounded with doves and Gods love now. You will always be in my heart and in my thoughts. I love you Ashley and miss you lots.
Charlene Harris <angelcbd@hotmail.com>
Keyser, WV USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 08:12:21 (PST)
Dear Ruth Ann and family, Please accept our heartfelt condolences. If we can be of any help to you, please feel free to call. 359-9530. Judy & Joe McGowan
judy mcgowan <jmcgowan@pennswoods.net>
Westernport, MD USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 07:25:49 (PST)
I was very sad of the death of a former dance member.She attended my Birthday Party in May. I will Miss her Jiamie Stewart of Keyser WV
Jaimie Stewart <jaimie_is_a_hottie@yahoo.com>
Keyser, WV USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 07:18:59 (PST)
Miss Ashley,as I sit here typing I know now that your in a good place.Your safe now. I know we did'nt know each other very long,but as your Bus Aide I knew that you would turn your life around and you had a good start at it.Me & the the Bus Driver Ken is really gonna miss you.We (every-one on the bus)miss you. May God Bless and May the Angels be with you.Our ( Bus 144 )hearts & thoughts are with you. Your Friend:Marianna !!
Marianna Bucy <angels_8081@msn.com>
Cumberland, MD USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 07:11:26 (PST)
I didn't know Ashley at all. I DO know, however, how wonderful the people of Westernport are and feel that , indeed, Ashley and her family are some of those special people. I grew up in Westernport. I have come to realize that there is a season for everything, and some things, although painful, are part of God's great plan. HE will never give us more than we can bear. He will never forsake us during our times of pain and sorrow. Most important, His grace is always sufficient to meet every need! I have found all of this to be comforting and very true. Ashley is with wonderful friends and has become your special angel! God bless you!
Brenda Crowe <bcrowe58@yahoo.com>
DODGEVILLE, WI USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 06:59:44 (PST)
I am sending out my love to Ashely famliy and friends I did not know Ashely that good I know a lot of people that is sad about Ashely dieing Iam sad alot Ashely see only got to see the age of 15 well I have to go.
TJ Serpone <tjserpone@yhaoo.com>
Piedmont, W.VA. USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 06:36:50 (PST)
Ashley hey gurl i didnt get to know you as well as i would have liked to we only have talked a few times and im sure you would have been a great friend to have.I remember all the storys you use to tell us during english last year because you use to sit by me and you seemed like a really nice person and im sorry i didnt get to know you as well as i would liked to have. To your family and friends im sorry to hear about the death of your friend or relative and your all in my thoughts and prayers but from what i know Ashley was a great person and alot of people will miss her very much.I still cant believe this happened to you.Your life was to short but im sure everyone will remember the 15 years that they got to spend with you. Well i have to go now but i just wanted to say that im sorry about your loss and oneday i'll see you again but until then take care in haven.
Crystal Warnick <crystal_15_2005@hotmail.com>
Frostburg, MD USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 18:14:23 (PST)
Ashley, I cant believe you are gone all this is happening way too fast. We shared some good times together downtown and at Britt's. You will be missed a lot. I just wish i would have got to talk to you a lil bit more. Ill see you again sometime.
Shana Cook <justanotherdumbblond69@hotmail.com>
Westernport , MD USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 13:00:38 (PST)
Ruth and family, I'm not sure what I want to say or how to say it. But I don't want today to pass by before I take time to write on here. So I'm not even taking time to collect my thoughts (so forgive me if I ramble)... There are very few people who can honestly say to you "I know how you feel" without you thinking "Yeah, right". Well, you KNOW that I know. I know all the emotions you must surely be feeling now, and the ones that are yet to come. I know the hopeless desperation, the anger, the pain, the numbness. My thoughts, heart and prayers are with you as you deal with your terrible loss. If you need a friend, give me a call. I may not have all the answers but I guess no one does. If we could handle all our problems by ourselves, we would have no need for God ("Sometimes He calms the storm, and sometimes He calms His child"...part of a song I listened to constantly after Lisa's death) So lean on Him and allow Him to comfort you and give you peace. And you WILL survive this, not only for yourselves, but for those in your life that love and need you... "When a loved one becomes a memory, The memory becomes a treasure", so treasure your memories and allow them to bring a smile back onto your faces... And don't worry about Ashley, she is in good hands. The "Westmar gang" will make her feel welcome I'm sure. I'm here if you need me... Danny and Lois Wade
Lois Wade <lawade@hotmail.com, wade@pennswoods.net>
Swanton, MD USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 10:27:14 (PST)
Ashley, I can't believe that I am writing on another one of these condolence pages. Westmar has been through so much. It seems like each year, we lose a friend or classmate. I didn't get the chance to know you as well as I would have liked to. I mean I saw you around and I might have said "hey" but that was it. I missed the chance to know a nice girl and even to have a good friend. Your life was short (15 years) but it was well~spent. It just doesn't seem fair that you didn't get to live all that long. I felt terrible and even cried when I found out about the accident. Many people love and miss you down here! Have fun in Heaven with Lisa, Eddie, Brittany and Jeff. They will make you feel welcome there. To Ashley's Family: I am sorry about your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I know that this is going to rough time for all of you and I know that there is no words that can take away your pain! Ashley is being your guardian angel and keeping you safe from Heaven's view! Ashley: Have fun in Heaven and keep us safe! We love and miss you very much! ~*Lush Ya Angel*~
Julie Bryan <soccerfan_50@hotmail.com,>
Luke, Md USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 10:11:59 (PST)
Ashley, It doesn't seem fair that you were taken so soon. It makes me so angry to think that this accident could've been avoided but then again God's will doesn't change whether or not you were riding the four-wheeler. When I heard the news I was in shock and i still am...it is terrible that you being so young will have to leave earth with only memories of the fifteen years that you were here. I remember so well the times we were together. The "Saturday Night at the Playground.." and the time at the mall we told some people that we lost our parents and we were from california. Ashley, you were fun to have around and it makes me so mad that we stopped talking. If it was my fault, I am sorry. I remember the "cool book" that we wrote in it about eachother during the after school program. What great memories we had together. Those memories will never be forgotten and neither will you. Enjoy Your Home in Heaven.
Tyler Clayton <Max3377@hotmail.com>
Luke, Md USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 08:40:00 (PST)
I send my deepest condolences to Ashley's family, friends, and classmates. There is no pain in our lives that can be more painful than that pain of losing a child. There are no right words to say at such a tragic time other than to say I am sorry...and I do know how you feel. I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers in the very painful days ahead. Westmar High has suffered way too much in the past few years, but it is the family and friends that must bear the pain. I hope this site may provide just a little bit of comfort in the painful days ahead. God Bless you all...
Brian Kornegay <oneputt@pacific.net>
Ukiah, CA USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 02:22:10 (PST)